bluechild

life SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. maybe it doesnt, but it sure feels like it sucks right now...

i want to trave the world...

Too much work!!! AAAAACKKKK!!!!!

i had too many enchiladas tonight...



or maybe not

guess what? it turns out i have been lied to for a big chunk of my life........ i have been deceived... i have been living a lie....

turns out i am not the bra size i once thought i was! i thought i was a 34C, but that never felt right, so i thought i maight be a 36C, but the straps were too long...
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maybe im sick... i dunno, my heart, or maybe it's something else, but it's around my chest area, right in the middle of it) hurts when i get excited, scared, freaked, stressed, etc... it feels like my heart literally jumps and it hurts a bit... do you think i may have something? or maybe there's something wrong with my heart... maaaan, i hope not.. i...
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If you could exist inside a paiting, which painting would you exist in?

I'm a bit tired and a bit bored... i've always been a good girl, never stayed out late, never got drunk, never smoked, never went to bars... now that i'm 26 and i want to be a bad little girl, i want to stay out late, i want to get drunk, and i want to go out to bars, i'll just keep the smoking bit...
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im happy

i'm SO mad at myself, lately i've been obssessing over somethings and someones because of some stuff that happened not too long ago, and i hate myself for obssessing... obssessing is EVIL! EVIL! it is the Devil's Spawn!... so, fellow SGers, do not obssess.. ok?

what is the point of being sad all the time? complaining, whining, declaring your sadness to the world ALL THE...
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bye bye 2004, hellooooo 2005...

the year has started out with the right foot, i am very thankful for the amazing ppl i met this past 2004 and very happy about the very interesting ppl i have met so far in 2005... life is just so intriguing

good luck to all of you that are starting new projects or ending old ones, i am most...
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