I'm sad that I am going home, which makes me even sadder because I shouldn't be sad that I am going back home to my husband and my baby kitteh Shiloh and her mum Maladjusted kitteh and all the other kittehs. I shouldn't be sad that I am going to be back where my family is; my nieces, my nephew, my mum and stepdad and...
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stylar:
Hope these make you feel better....XOXOXOXO
missmalice_:
Thanks momma. I just heard my abusive ex is moving back into town... instant happy mood killer. :/ If you get a weird text tomorrow from a 540 number its me. I'm going into privacy overdrive because of him calling me today.
I've already started crying like a big old baby that my stay in California ends in a few days. I'm going to miss her with my heart and soul...but I still thank God for chat and skype and telephones and all of that good stuff that will keep us connected.
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mexicore:
when are you leaving? lets try and hang out again before you do!
mrbubblewarp:
I'm so glad that Salliss and I were able to see the super gay fun sized Blossom...next to my horse-dogs. 
when we drive to Iowa to see my family I'll be sure to stop by.
when we drive to Iowa to see my family I'll be sure to stop by. In roughly 30 hours I will be in California. I cannot wait! I will be flying into Ontario at 11PM and then I will be kind of hanging out doing whatever for a few days, mainly hanging with TartyLittleMinx. Then on the 19th I will be headed for beppo 's and then also out to mexicore 's for some partying and fun. I will...
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amurderofcrows:
i missed this. I'm actually in Cali (riverside) myself from portland, doing a goth club tour
mexicore:
oh it will 
Yes, please! I will *always* work for equality.
I need to become a much better activist, this video reminds me of that. I do Take Back the Night, Pride and Pride Prom (equality dance for LGBT community, where your prom date is the person you want to take with you not the one society says you should take with you.) I am a community liaison...
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no_longer_here:
Awww thank you. 
Where in the UK did you live?!
And I will be sure to answer your questions.
Where in the UK did you live?!And I will be sure to answer your questions.
no_longer_here:
Man, I've lived here for my entire life and i've never even been to London. Or Ireland. Or Scotland. hahaha. 
I absolutely adore the Irish accent though and I cannot wait to visit there!
I absolutely adore the Irish accent though and I cannot wait to visit there!
I finally caught up on sleep. I've been so tired lately, but it's been for a good reason, spending time with a certain someone who makes me all nervous and jumpy and my pulse just flutter and then speed up.
I am happy, there are things that are not happy spots in my day or whatever; and sometimes I just vent about how my husband...
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I am happy, there are things that are not happy spots in my day or whatever; and sometimes I just vent about how my husband...
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kekiface:
Sweetness!!!! =D
misty21:
You are so strong and beautiful.
You totally deserve to be happy and giddy. Plus you're super cute when you blush =)
You totally deserve to be happy and giddy. Plus you're super cute when you blush =)
So, I took some pictures with my crappy webcam and I wanted to share them. I am getting more and more happy with my body as I lose weight and tone up and also, I love this sweater dress, it's so totally a "just because you can doesn't mean you should" outfit for me, but I wear it anyway. I am so narcissistic about myself...
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missmalice_:
What I like best about it, is every time you text me I see you're beautiful face because everything is synced with FB
And I couldn't agree with you more, already most of the debt has been taken care of I'm managing money a lot better now than before so I'm paving the way to move WOOOO
And I couldn't agree with you more, already most of the debt has been taken care of I'm managing money a lot better now than before so I'm paving the way to move WOOOO
missmalice_:
Please! He's been begging for me to send him your number but I figured if it was fine with you, you'd give it to him on your own
He's trying to steal my woman!?! Silly boy
He's trying to steal my woman!?! Silly boy
Last week's fat positive blog is one of my all time favorites however I think this blog needed a follow up so here it is.
I was asked to answer a question about acceptance of myself while making healthy choices. The balance I find between acceptance and knowing I need to make healthier choices in some arenas of my life is simple. I love me...
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I was asked to answer a question about acceptance of myself while making healthy choices. The balance I find between acceptance and knowing I need to make healthier choices in some arenas of my life is simple. I love me...
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ladyaurale:
Been dealing with the same issues. Finally was fine with how I looked, then sorted out some issues and started loosing weight. Now I can't seem to find that happy place again even though I'm 100 pounds less. I just keep thinking of where I want to be, and driving myself crazy for not being there. My friends and my relationships are all supportive, but they seem overly excited my the weight loss... what if I can't live up to the pictures in their heads? What if I gain it all back. Ugh. I don't feel sexy anymore.
missmalice_:
Aww thanks babe. I mean I'm just tired of not being able to give them the life they deserve and my area doesnt have the jobs I need, so maybe when they are older they will see I was trying to get them things they needed or wanted and I refused to accept my life was over just because I had them You gonna be in chat tonight??
You gonna be in chat tonight??Dear SG,
There is something I think everyone should know about me.
I'm a fat kid, now before anyone tells me something like "you are not fat" I beg to differ. I truly am. I don't use "fat" in a self loathing way I use it in an empowering way; kind of "taking back" the word "fat". To anyone who would call me fat and...
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There is something I think everyone should know about me.
I'm a fat kid, now before anyone tells me something like "you are not fat" I beg to differ. I truly am. I don't use "fat" in a self loathing way I use it in an empowering way; kind of "taking back" the word "fat". To anyone who would call me fat and...
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led_lawless:
I recently started a relationship with a friend I've had for over a decade; and it couldn't happen until we both started to, at least, get over our unnecessarily negative images of ourselves. I couldn't make a move until I could believe she would want someone like me, and she couldn't respond positively until she was able to reach past those feelings about herself. So, I think you're dead on the money, hon.
keilyn:
bloss... first off can you be my wifey#2?? I fuckin love you!!! For now, I am using a droid that my friend gave me. Shes a blackberry user and when she got the droid she hated it so it stayed in a box and she gave it to me so I cant bitch. My gripe with it, I cant figure out how to fucking use it. I had verizons LG ENV Touch so this phone is like a hand held computer and I am starting to see all the apps that i can access etc its fun and frustrating at once.
As far as this deployment goes... its kicking my ass literally. I dont know how i can manage some days but.... what doesnt kill me will hopefully make me stronger. I miss ur grogeous face!!! <333
As far as this deployment goes... its kicking my ass literally. I dont know how i can manage some days but.... what doesnt kill me will hopefully make me stronger. I miss ur grogeous face!!! <333
I love, love, love classical music. I love Bach, I love Beethoven, I love Bach's Cello Suite in C Minor iPrelude and Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata" probably the most by far. Though, I love it all really, Stravinsky, Tchakovsky, Chopin, Schubert...yes please.
Life has been odd lately. I've written my heart out about my marriage both here and on paper. I am learning that sharing it...
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Life has been odd lately. I've written my heart out about my marriage both here and on paper. I am learning that sharing it...
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noldor_:
hi sexy girl
Ever been so happy that you don't know whether or not you should be basking in the glow or trying to stay one step ahead because it feels too good to be true? I'm experiencing that right now. I told you all about the pretty lady in my last blog and now I am going to tell you all about my insecurities.
I am afraid...
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I am afraid...
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user209834982:
You're beautiful darling. Obviously, me saying that isn't going to cure you of the issue, but really, you have no reason to be insecure.
9005900:
Being happy is the main thing!!!