blossy

I'm sad that I am going home, which makes me even sadder because I shouldn't be sad that I am going back home to my husband and my baby kitteh Shiloh and her mum Maladjusted kitteh and all the other kittehs. I shouldn't be sad that I am going to be back where my family is; my nieces, my nephew, my mum and stepdad and sister and twin brother; but I am. I've always known I could love someone else. I've always known my husband and I were drifting apart. I've always known that I would find that I wanted to be with...I hope... I've been heartbroken and lost for so long, my soul was a desert of cracked emotion. Now; it's a garden, flourishing, except for that one spot overgrown with weeds...you know the one.

For what it's worth, she knows how I feel. No matter what happens, I will always be her friend and that's all there is to that.