bloodpudding

I spent an hour writing, fretting about my habit of starting a blog entry and never posting. I used to obsess about spelling, worry about people reading something into what I've written but not said. I just lost something I was working on for an hour or so concerning my volunteer work at the facility and how taxing but rewarding it was to give all that time because the other volunteers didn't show up.
I write these blogs and back out of posting them. The few times I really want to rise above my misgivings I manage to lose them (my writings) somehow. I still believe in turning the other cheek, giving the other person the benefit of the doubt. But I'm starting to doubt my own mind, so I have to question yours as well. My earlier writing was somewhat interesting, now I'm just tired but determined to post something and get past my fear of doing so.