As quickly as despair and negativity clouds our lives, it can just as easily clear up like a sunny new day. I was feeling so lost and confused yesterday with everything that sat on my plate, I desperately wondered if a silver lining could ever present itself. I would sometimes make myself physically sick the longer I allowed myself to dwell on the tough situations at hand. Indecisiveness is one of my many flaws that I am actively (and thankfully, successively) working to improve, but it's nice when I fall into a bit of luck and have decisions made for me.
The fitness facility I've been working at part-time decided to cut me loose in favor of a full-time therapist they found over the weekend. I couldn't be happier with this news, mainly because I mentally checked out of there last October. The next 3 months found me tiptoeing and dancing around the place since I had no desire to interact with management anymore, as all lines of communication had broken down between us. It felt like hell, and a complete waste of time to me. I have much more success on my own, and I am thankful that things ended the way they did, as I can now see people for who they really are. (Didn't find out I no longer had access to the room until I asked today if the room was finished with repairs - I also had 3 clients waiting for services today. That was fun to have to cancel them all, lol!) But I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, and I have a better sense of clarity as to what I want out of life. Even if it's a short term goal I'm shooting for now.
HAPPY TUESDAY!!!!
