Oh boy....where to start.
I went out with some friends to go to this rock club named Kuz. Usually its bust on saturdays but, we went on a friday. It was empty and only a few of our friends were there. So, we decided to go to U60. It was still early, something like 3am. So we dropped our 2 friends off that didnt want to go and headed out there.
When we got there it was likke 330am. I saw one of my friends that I used to hang out at the club with. We were talking and i headed to the bathroom when I saw my ex Kristen. She was there with some other german friends of hers. She ran up to me and gave me a big hug. I told her I missed her and was glad to see her. She had told me she was there since 11pm and she was rolling hard. She told me she had 2 left if i wanted one. I told her no thanks for me but, I did get it for my friend. So we are talking and I am totally drunk and I asked her to come back to my place with me. She said "yes" and we left about 5am. We get in my room after saying goodnight to my friends. I already know she wants to sleep with me. I also know she wants to get back with me and she is on drugs. Im laying in bed talking with her and she keeps asking me if i want to sleep with her and how much she misses being with me. The whole time we are kissing im just hesitating. Then before we sleep together i tell her. "I cant do this". I didnt feel right sleeping with her knowing she was on x and knowing she wanted to be with me again. She is a sweet girl and I didnt want to sleep with her just because she wanted to get back together, Things didint work in our relationship and I knew if we slep together it would make it worse. I explained thinbs to her and I hope she understood. Its 7:40am. I just got back about a half hour ago from dropping her off at the hauptbahnhof.
gavin
I went out with some friends to go to this rock club named Kuz. Usually its bust on saturdays but, we went on a friday. It was empty and only a few of our friends were there. So, we decided to go to U60. It was still early, something like 3am. So we dropped our 2 friends off that didnt want to go and headed out there.
When we got there it was likke 330am. I saw one of my friends that I used to hang out at the club with. We were talking and i headed to the bathroom when I saw my ex Kristen. She was there with some other german friends of hers. She ran up to me and gave me a big hug. I told her I missed her and was glad to see her. She had told me she was there since 11pm and she was rolling hard. She told me she had 2 left if i wanted one. I told her no thanks for me but, I did get it for my friend. So we are talking and I am totally drunk and I asked her to come back to my place with me. She said "yes" and we left about 5am. We get in my room after saying goodnight to my friends. I already know she wants to sleep with me. I also know she wants to get back with me and she is on drugs. Im laying in bed talking with her and she keeps asking me if i want to sleep with her and how much she misses being with me. The whole time we are kissing im just hesitating. Then before we sleep together i tell her. "I cant do this". I didnt feel right sleeping with her knowing she was on x and knowing she wanted to be with me again. She is a sweet girl and I didnt want to sleep with her just because she wanted to get back together, Things didint work in our relationship and I knew if we slep together it would make it worse. I explained thinbs to her and I hope she understood. Its 7:40am. I just got back about a half hour ago from dropping her off at the hauptbahnhof.
gavin
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hope to hear from you, chief.