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alb

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Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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hello, I lost my internet connection for a few days there.

this is the dark space, in which something coils and crouches, before it springs.


thats a loose quote from henry james "turn of the screw", applicable to my life at the moment.

here I am in a catatonic state in the corner.



luckily, my right arm had the presence of mind to reach out for the camera and snap a pic.

and I met a guy that does really good scarification - cutting - Im not sure how many cutting studios there are at the present time, but I get the feeling that he may well be at the forefront of the field (that sounds so sterile and disgusting doesnt it "the forefront of the field......") anyhow, I think his studio is special. Ive never been cut by anyone else, Ive thought about it with a few people, people that I think highly of and think that it would make for a nice time. anyhow, I dont know what I would like to have done - most all of my cuts are straight lines, in emulation of self-harm cutting. Why is psychological disease a beautiful thing in the romanticized mind? because I think, the afflicted are suffering so much, and that inspires tremendous compasion.
VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
gish:
wow, do you think you will end up having a cutting done? do you have any ideas for it at all or are you drawing a blank?
Jul 12, 2005
jimmieknuckles:
that is the ever so lovely gadget, who for some reason disagrees with your opinion of the picture of her. in any case, any update on that cutter you were talking about having work on you?
Jul 13, 2005

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