blasfemme

she lies lonely in her soul universe
taking sentimental sidesteps
magnetically enraptured
by a familiar haunting whisper
the words soft and bitter
like the creaking in her mind

hello hello....
so, my crazy friend ellen and
anomalous are over and we are going all over the town tonite. we just returned from the chatterbox where i saw violentlyhappy and
scoots 2 of the snobbiest, uninteresting members there are. if you read this boys, so sorry, but i'm all about the honesty and i hate to break it to you two, but you ain't...
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why can't love ever touch my heart like fear does

It's amazing to me but I can't
Seem to say what I'm doing here
My tongue is all twisted around the air
I'm looking for words that were so well rehearsed
But I can't find them anywhere
With you there's no easy answer
It's true
You change the equation that I add up to
And all of the things I thought I knew
You turn...
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goodmorn sweets.
i awoke to sadness today.

my old best friend called my cell at 2 am but i didn't hear it. he left me the most loving message. we haven't been hanging out together much since i met my ex husband in 95. this is a man who has known me since i was 19. he's seen me in all my glory and all...
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oh my...this girl is soooo tired.
i was up way too late (2 am) and up way too early (5 am). what the hell is wrong with me? i musta caught a bug or something. then we cleaned and cleaned and cleaned the shop today. so much fun i got the steel rack, heavy metal baybee. i think i may just pass out cooking dinner....
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absolutely amazing!!!!

can you hear the hum???

not only can i hear it, i can feel it.

well goodevening lovelies.

guess what??? you all get to enjoy my wonderful personality for 3 more months. this was going to be my last day but i lapsed in cancelling my billing and poof, here i am. oh well, i wanted to make my anniversary anyway. next month i have been a member for one year. i feel kinda like an alcoholic except i'm getting...
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the connection is unmistakable. the familiar comfort of kindred spirits.

i can't wait to just see and hear him speak, to be in the same space and time.

it's simple....he moves me.

i grew up in the country and i learned to shoot rifles when i was 8. my mom would blow up balloons, throw them onto our lake and i would aim at them for practice. it was always one of my favorite things, blowing those little bursts of hot air clean out of the water.....