blasfemme

happy saturday.

i am still on dial up. i got my DSL modem but there is a snafu in my service so i am working with tech support to get it fixed, until then....

tim is gone now, back to arizona. i miss him so much. the first nights without him are the hardest. i have no idea when i will see him again and...
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hello!!
dial up is so painful.

i am waiting on my dsl modem and then WATCH OUT! junecleavage, whiskeyfightpit, punkrocksim et al, i am not ignoring you guys. you are all gonna have me creeping around in your journals soon.

my sweet tim is here in town with me so i have been spending as much time with him as possible, i truly adore that...
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hello darlings
it's me. things are crazy and i have been without internet for all this time. i was supposed to get broadband today but it didn't work out so i am on dial up for the moment and my dsl will get turned on next week.

so much to catch up on.

thanks to all of you sweetcheeks who left such darling messages. i...
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goodbye everyone. be back around the 23rd. i may have sporadic chances to see SG but if not i will catch up with you sweeties later on.


signing off.....


♥ r@d

frantic. moving. moving frantically.

after sunday i won't have internet until the 23rd so you guys won't be graced with my presence for a bit (guffaw).

my friend joshie told me that the key to moving was to relax and THROW EVERYTHING AWAY!!! hee. i am doing a fair amount of purging. 7 years in one place will amass "stuff". i am glad to be...
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i officially have a new place to live. huge, 5 bedrooms, yard for my dogs, no energy from my ex husband. i am happy.

now, to pick a bedroom...i feel like i'm on the "real world".

you are all invited to a housewarming!!

have a marvelous day, it is HUMP day after all.

i absolutely, positively adore you tim.

this has been a good cathartic weekend.

so, i took the southern boy to the northern shore for the 4th seeing as my own travel plans fell thru at the last minute. i was supposed to go to chicago this weekend. i had originally planned to leave saturday after work but being so tired and stressed i just didn't feel up to it. i mean,...
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whew, just got home! tonite at SG Burlesque was a blast. not the same debauchery as last time but some naughtiness all the same.

must give a shout out to
my gents...
runknisse it's about damn time!!!!!
xanderphreak
dagan
neodrunk
galen
scoots
billybillybilly
jayce
thejuanupsman
smitty
zippershrine
and our own SG sgt. darkjuan (i really like the hair juan, just giving you shit)

my ladies......
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who said that i wasn't right?
i've lived for years without a life
don't have a soul on my side
still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried
don't take me under your wing
don't need a hand, don't need anything
i've got a roof over my head
as if i'd rather be alone with me instead

close yet far
drop me a line...
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friday.

work work work. 14 hours of butchering wood. i am so tired.

things are strange here. there is that damned southern man in a minneapolis hotel campaigning for my affections. i told him i refused to see him but i actually think i need to, closure and all. we talked on the phone for awhile late last nite. he is sober, for now. actually...
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