blameshift

So, what a weekend this life has left me with. The girlfriend says she was bored with the relationship, and that she wasn't happy. This being put out there, I called it off and broke up with her. I think it was the right thing to do, since I didn't want to put her through the pain of being with me. She was pretty upset, as was I, didn't really want to get out of bed after it happened. I managed to drag myself over to Kellin's place and grill out and drink about one or six beers. Things got better, than Courtney called me @ 12 and was giving me reasons to get back together. I told her I was sorry for breaking her heart, and that I didn't think we should get back together because I would only hurt her more, and I didn't want that. Oh the pain this whole situation is.
Luckily, I am being initiated tonight into my fraternity, and that has been the saving grace through this whole thing, and I believe that it will help me feel better and move on.
Thats about it. Listen to a lot of Muse this week, and you can see how I feel and where I'm coming from, cause that's what I'm doing.

"For one moment, I'd wish you would hold your stage with nothing at all. Open minded, I'm sure I use to be so free"
--"Citizen Erased"

Also the Buckley is good for healing wounds.
"Kiss me, please kiss me, but kiss me out of desire, and not consolation. Oh, you no it makes me so angry, cause I know that in time, I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye."
--"Last Goodbye"

That's it kids....