black_tar_heroin

i had to go out today... and i did really well... i walked into the art store with a big glass of water and picked up some WHITE paint... this kind of paint... looks like white cake icing... and and old man asked me to help him buy paint....

i was thinking before i got there... i am only nervous becuase i am alone...

he was looking for yellow ochre...

it was easy ... its my fav colour...

i normally hate the elderly..

but anyone brave...

i admire them

taking art classes when you are 80ish....

that is pretty tough in my book.
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i feel very disconnected........zzzzzzzz

I got a dumb conversation today...............

I really hate arguing to a point...

If I care about someone... I really hate fighting...

But if I don't give a fuck I will bash their skull in...

people are so easily dissected................zzzz

its like they are walking around with bull's eyes on their foreheads....................zzzzzzzzzz

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I am making a lot of oil paintings...

The colors are really easy to lay down. But I prefer Liquitex or Durex..

i chose painting over dancing last night...

i am getting burned out on the cartoons... so its back to abstract..........................................zzzzzzz






i saw the CHINESE ODYSSEY last night.... wow!!!



it was great... flying monkeys and axe gangs

it was like a chinese evil dead......