black_tar_heroin

dds.. you are the best...




i miss the Boots... who lives with Mr 23.



I like a cat that scratches me and that bites and then loves me.

I like a girl that will take all of my bullshit and all of my flaws and will let me love her.

i like friends i can play my bass poorly with and them not to complain i cant play fast enough becuase i cant feel my finger.


X dork X core [4:50 AM]: sure
It8onenotx [4:50 AM]: cool
X dork X core [4:50 AM]: yea:-) man
It8onenotx [4:50 AM]: you are up late
It8onenotx [4:51 AM]: what did you do?
X dork X core [4:52 AM]: wintness
It8onenotx [4:52 AM]: word
It8onenotx [4:52 AM]: where did you go?
X dork X core [4:52 AM]: cassas
It8onenotx [4:52 AM]: you are good rich
It8onenotx [4:52 AM]: pure
X dork X core [4:53 AM]: thank you
It8onenotx [4:53 AM]: no problem
It8onenotx [4:53 AM]: you should know what i think
It8onenotx [4:53 AM]: you have a talent
It8onenotx [4:53 AM]: roby has that talent too
X dork X core [4:53 AM]: yea?
X dork X core [4:54 AM]: for waht
It8onenotx [4:54 AM]: god
X dork X core [4:54 AM]: what kind of talent
It8onenotx [4:54 AM]: you are both blessed
X dork X core [4:54 AM]: yea i know:-)
X dork X core [4:55 AM]: its great everyday we have something
X dork X core [4:55 AM]: we have jesus that takes the pain off of us everyday
It8onenotx [4:55 AM]: that is true
It8onenotx [4:55 AM]: i wish i could feel that
X dork X core [4:55 AM]: you could mike you are human
X dork X core [4:56 AM]: you just get with jesus and ask him in your heart and start doing somehting and it jsut happens
It8onenotx [4:56 AM]: that is really hard
X dork X core [4:56 AM]: too simple, but it works
X dork X core [4:57 AM]: yea its prolby is
It8onenotx [4:57 AM]: too let go of everything
It8onenotx [4:57 AM]: its hard
X dork X core [4:57 AM]: yea mike you can look at us me and roby we are in to everything that was really bad
It8onenotx [4:58 AM]: yeah
X dork X core [4:58 AM]: yea man ;-)
X dork X core [4:58 AM]: mike you got the heart
X dork X core [4:59 AM]: you got to do somethign with it
It8onenotx [4:59 AM]: i do and dont
X dork X core [4:59 AM]: it happens
X dork X core [4:59 AM]: you look at both sides of hte pic
It8onenotx [5:00 AM]: but i am a fuck up and i dont feel like i deserve salvation
X dork X core [5:00 AM]: but what is worth that is better, then crapy life all the time
X dork X core [5:00 AM]: john 10 10 is chirst came for us to life but more inbuniant
X dork X core [5:01 AM]: dude nah man you do
It8onenotx [5:01 AM]: sometimes
X dork X core [5:01 AM]: i felt that i was a lone on this and i didnt have the right then others
It8onenotx [5:01 AM]: that is my problem with god
It8onenotx [5:01 AM]: i know i will sin
It8onenotx [5:02 AM]: and i saked roby
It8onenotx [5:02 AM]: the repeating sin forgiveness
X dork X core [5:02 AM]: yea its a slow genial thing mike
It8onenotx [5:02 AM]: i know what i do that is wrong
X dork X core [5:03 AM]: some poeple jump right in to droping everythign bec htey have nothing
X dork X core [5:03 AM]: thats the best way jsut jump in
X dork X core [5:03 AM]: but some take it slow and genail
It8onenotx [5:03 AM]: i want to believe and its hard... i know the bible
X dork X core [5:04 AM]: jesus is slow and genail but give us more if we forget are selfs and jsut follew and he rewards us to the fullest and more
It8onenotx [5:04 AM]: but i dont know god or jesus
It8onenotx [5:04 AM]: its hard knowing god judges and jesus loves
X dork X core [5:04 AM]: well mike its that one prayer, you know ask him in to your heart
It8onenotx [5:05 AM]: i have
It8onenotx [5:05 AM]: i have done that
X dork X core [5:05 AM]: and then if you dont feel anythign just sit with me and roby and we will make sure
It8onenotx [5:05 AM]: i just dont like that i have to wait until i feel like i want to end my life to turn to god
It8onenotx [5:06 AM]: i feel sorry for god
X dork X core [5:06 AM]: that you will get pass stuff that we can deart
X dork X core [5:06 AM]: why sorry to god
It8onenotx [5:06 AM]: his role must be awful
It8onenotx [5:07 AM]: he has to jodge when he knows we are fuck ups
It8onenotx [5:07 AM]: to use jesus' blood to forgive and forgive
X dork X core [5:07 AM]: yea
X dork X core [5:07 AM]: its not that
X dork X core [5:07 AM]: we
It8onenotx [5:07 AM]: that is tough
X dork X core [5:08 AM]: keep srewing up if you tired its one thing
X dork X core [5:08 AM]: but if you do it and do a hit and run its something else
It8onenotx [5:08 AM]: and to have nations pray fopr each country
X dork X core [5:08 AM]: like thanks god for this i feel better see ya in a mouth when i feel liek crap
X dork X core [5:08 AM]: but god still forgives u
X dork X core [5:08 AM]: us
X dork X core [5:08 AM]: thats how awsome he is
It8onenotx [5:09 AM]: through blood he forgives
X dork X core [5:09 AM]: hes likes will do it anything but we cant understand his love
X dork X core [5:09 AM]: its so deep mike that no one can understand
It8onenotx [5:09 AM]: i can only think with my human brain
X dork X core [5:09 AM]: yea
X dork X core [5:09 AM]: ha
It8onenotx [5:10 AM]: that is hard
X dork X core [5:11 AM]: yea
X dork X core [5:11 AM]: dont try to think to much
X dork X core [5:11 AM]: you wont get it
X dork X core [5:11 AM]: jsut clear your mind
X dork X core [5:11 AM]: and just think peace with jesus
X dork X core [5:12 AM]: understand that hes god and he loves us and hes wnats to hold you in his arms when his unconasla love
X dork X core [5:12 AM]: its liek a mother
X dork X core [5:12 AM]: she will help and take care of you
X dork X core [5:12 AM]: no matter what
It8onenotx [5:16 AM]: its hard
X dork X core [5:16 AM]: yea
X dork X core [5:16 AM]: well its ok man im here for you
X dork X core [5:17 AM]: to talk
It8onenotx [5:17 AM]: i will talk to you tommorow
It8onenotx [5:17 AM]: night
X dork X core [5:17 AM]: ok
X dork X core [5:17 AM]: love you