bittersweetzero

School sucks. I have to go back tommorow, and i haven't even gone to bed yet. My friends guy friend got put in jail the night before last, and it kinda made me wish that i was in jail, too. So that i didn't have to go to school. Then i thought, i'd rather go to school.. or would i?

MERRY NEW YEAR.. or something similar. Sitting around watching Benny and Joon on a friday night and waiting for my friend to get off of work so i can recieve a book shelf and a small television from her. I feel special. Don't you?

What's to say? Stummy ache in the middle of the grayness..spent my day playing the sims at a friends house. I smell like poo because i haven't showered for two days. GO ME! But now i'm home and i still hurt all over. I think it's time a shower was in order. Spotted 12 deer and won against my friend who only spotted 10. Joy...
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I just wanted to say that i enjoy Kate's presence on this site.

Back to the old ways again. Nothing new to the feeling - just the emptiness inside. Is it soo wrong to want someone to hold me? I was hoping i wouldn't have to resort to this anymore. I hoped wrong.

Good thing i have friends who rawk. Lastnight i was feeling shitty, and Kelly had to get offline and i had just instant messaged her. We talked for an hour and a half i believe. Anyways, the point is - i felt a lot better than i did before talking to her.
I got two new c.d.'s for christmas.
Pantera - the great southern trendkill...
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Looking around to only see
that nothing has changed
everything is the same

then why is it i feel so different?

Well if anyone couldn't tell i'm in a bit of a spill with finding a good mood tonight. I think i might be getting back into some old habbits - unless i can stop myself - which is highly unlikely.

Pirates of the Carribean...
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To update-
Not too much has been going on. Went to Madison yesterday, saw carolers on bicycles. I'm soo excited for Christmas, i can't wait. I've decided that i'd like to live in Madison at some point in my life. It's nice there. And that's all i have to say- i've got homework to do. I'll update as the days develop.
Merry Christmas everyone!

I just had to say something really quick. This girl Starr on here..has a really nice new set. CHECK IT OUT PEOPLE! *points*

So i all told myself that i wasn't going to go online for about a week straight. Well..needless to say, my goal didn't work out very well. I really wanted to just check my mail. ANYWAYS! One more day and i'm done with school for 16! *dances about for joy* Lots and lots of just sitting around and doing NO homework at all. *smiles*
Hmm....
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