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What's to say? Stummy ache in the middle of the grayness..spent my day playing the sims at a friends house. I smell like poo because i haven't showered for two days. GO ME! But now i'm home and i still hurt all over. I think it's time a shower was in order. Spotted 12 deer and won against my friend who only spotted 10. Joy...
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I just wanted to say that i enjoy Kate's presence on this site.

Back to the old ways again. Nothing new to the feeling - just the emptiness inside. Is it soo wrong to want someone to hold me? I was hoping i wouldn't have to resort to this anymore. I hoped wrong.

Good thing i have friends who rawk. Lastnight i was feeling shitty, and Kelly had to get offline and i had just instant messaged her. We talked for an hour and a half i believe. Anyways, the point is - i felt a lot better than i did before talking to her.
I got two new c.d.'s for christmas.
Pantera - the great southern trendkill...
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Looking around to only see
that nothing has changed
everything is the same

then why is it i feel so different?

Well if anyone couldn't tell i'm in a bit of a spill with finding a good mood tonight. I think i might be getting back into some old habbits - unless i can stop myself - which is highly unlikely.

Pirates of the Carribean...
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To update-
Not too much has been going on. Went to Madison yesterday, saw carolers on bicycles. I'm soo excited for Christmas, i can't wait. I've decided that i'd like to live in Madison at some point in my life. It's nice there. And that's all i have to say- i've got homework to do. I'll update as the days develop.
Merry Christmas everyone!

I just had to say something really quick. This girl Starr on here..has a really nice new set. CHECK IT OUT PEOPLE! *points*

So i all told myself that i wasn't going to go online for about a week straight. Well..needless to say, my goal didn't work out very well. I really wanted to just check my mail. ANYWAYS! One more day and i'm done with school for 16! *dances about for joy* Lots and lots of just sitting around and doing NO homework at all. *smiles*
Hmm....
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So yeah. I'm a loser. That book that was mentioned in the previous entry hasn't been read since then..and i'm catching up on my school work. *sighs* 5 more days and then i have 16 days off. *jumps up and down for joy* On another note, i'm feeling rather NOT TIRED even though i probably should be with school tommorow and all. I miss Jimmy....
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So thanks goes to Opacity for helping me with my image problem.
Today i woke up around 12ish..thinking about none other than going online. I'm still in my pj's and it's supposed to snow lots tonight, i guess. I'm soo excited. I can't wait for christmas. If it sucks, i'm gonna kill some people. lol.
Well i've got a book to finish up reading. I...
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So i woke up this morning and kept trying to roll over and go back to sleep on the blow up bed in my friend's room. We had previously gone to a movie the night before, and had mocha latte's. Her's was cold, and more strong. I preferred mine more, however. We went to see Kill Bill. Oh Quintin Tarintino! I don't even know if...
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My head hurts. I just got a flu shot today- and i'm hoping that i don't get sick from it or something. *blinks*
My new picture looks like butt. Someone help me fix it? my face looks fat. ERG! I was late for school this morning - and it SUCKED. I'm ready to passout. Later days, kids.