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well just walked to the store, its way more enjoyable with the ipod so i don't have to hear all the WIC people. got 1 bottle bacardi select rum, 1 bottle merlot, 1 6 pack Asahi japanese beer. i dotn usually dirnk beer but this stuff is way dry and i have been craving it. oh and got some no sugar fridge bake cookies and...
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why cant i just enjoy certain moments. like right now i feel so good becasue its raining and theres football and baseball game on and its dark outside there seems to be no worries....but theres that goddamned mentality in my head saying it doesnt matter because you have nothing going for you and in a few hours this will all be over and lost forever....
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worked today. doing it on a saturday at first seems shitty but i got to go in whenever i want and just finish one project, mary anne's bakery. i really hate that project. and i left at 2 and made overtime money. better than just laying around the house i guess.

supposed to go see team america today, i hope it's good. my netflix didnt...
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i ate so much today but i lost 2 pounds from yesterday.

today was the same as always except at work everyone went to tgi fridays for boss' day. all 11 of us. was better than working i guess except with no internet or music or radio.

then went to my sister's bday dinner. i thought there would be more poeple there, but there were...
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i'm watching a special on discovery times about john walker lindh, the american taliban form marin county. it's weird how i can understand why he did what he did. one because barely anyone wants to question america in word much less action. i don't really condone action because it usually results in death or physical harm. and two because i think religion is more of...
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never had a journal before i wonder what i should write....

went to work, came home, watched tv, got on computer
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