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Well I got another dozen flowers. I feel so loved but I don't really. I got nothing from the one I care about. I wasn't expecting anything from him but I really cared about this guy. I fell fast and hard. These flowers were 6 red roses and 7 white lilacs. They are sitting in my office at my apt complex. I will get them tomorrow and take a pic and post it. I slept all day cause I had a headache and a sore throat and missed the delivery.

Here is the first set of flowers from my friend Terry.

Second bouquet looks like this. very pretty.




Too bad I am leaving on a jet plane tomorrow and wont be back for a week to even be able to enjoy them. I needed to visit some friends to get my mind off the shit that I've been dealing with. i.e. drug rehab possiblity since now I am not only on Vicodin but morphine and my little heartbreak. and yet being alone again on another Valentine's day. btw me and sandwich 3030 tried to tune my cello and he busted my A string so I gotta get another A string now if I wanna play.

last but certainly not least a pic of me and dru with our clothes on.