bitten

i don't know what is going on with me now. I am confused and don't know what to make of it. no i am not getting into it. it is personal. i feel i am on the road to devastation though.. it is my fault for letting it me fall so deep so fast.






I was second row during these concerts. i still have the clothespin the cellist gave me after the show on my music stand.

to elaborate. i am a fool. i have chosen again a doomed relationship. that is all i am saying.

and lastly something on a different musical spectrum. they apparently have taken this video down but here is it. i think. i am not really so smart lately

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaEydkyfODc and more him

I have popped a few Vicodin and going to sleep some more.

ok. another depressing song. ok ya i am in a pissy mood. feeling sorry for myself today. i have a broken heart. and fuck you i feel like e.e. cummings ok?? i'm just lazy
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