How come when you have a girlfriend, all you want is other girls, and when you don't have your girlfriend, all you want is her back. I know that's how guys think. I wish it wasn't that way, but ask most people, and they'll tell you the same. IT IS! Is it depression, loneliness, insecurity, craving, that makes people do the things they do. I don't know. I'm gonna be strong, and just move on with life. I don't wanna be wrapped up in a game I've played about six times in the last two years. I already made the courageous step of moving out, becoming my own person once again. Why can't I just find somebody, where I can be my own person, and yet still be part of somebody elses life. Why do people even get together. And what's worse, is why do people break up. If it wasn't such a horrible tragedy that seperated two people, why would they choose to stay apart. I'll tell you why, it's the hope for something better, a better life, a better feeling, a better future. It's the pain of being apart. Which is worse then the pain of being with somebody who drives you to misery. The only difference is, that the pain of being apart, will go away with time, and the pain that brings misery will only get worse. So in short, I know what's right, I know what to do. So I'm gonna try my damndest to keep to my convictions, and do the right thing, which is to be strong, and let the pain slowly go away.
frankie18:
good job. be strong. and hope to god that you find someone quickly. i think the pain is cause not just by loneliness but lack of familuarity and comfort. the things tht are constand in your life no matter how good or bad are the hardest to lose.