bip

I wish that I could relax my brain. I know that sounds completely ridiculous, but if I could just slow it down and turn of some of the thoughts that are running around in it then I think I would be okay. Right now, however, I am struggling to keep my sanity. To make matters worse, the white noise of my surroundings is making it difficult to concentrate. There was one point last night, at around 11:00, that I was rather positive that I had stepped up to the cliff edge of sanity. Or, if I may paraphrase Mr. Hetfield, I was standing at the frayed ends of sanity and could hear it calling me. I would have jumped off, but something was holding me back.

I have said it before, and I am sure that I will say it again, "Stupid pact."