bionicfemmex

I've got the need for speed, as in travel...I know that I came home at exactly the right time, but part of me still longs for the East Coast...in particular, Philly.

I want to go back to South Street, back to The Magic Garden, and I have to see if I fell in love with that city because I was in love with Amy or if I fell in love with it because it's fucking amazing...

I have this big urge to just go over there, go back to Philly, if just for a day, to go back to NYC, to really decide if that's where I should be. I'm going to stay in SF for at least a couple more years because I want experience at this newspaper to put on my resume.

I already know though that one day I will end up back East...it's just a matter of time. For the past couple of months i've been trying to think up ways to save so I can make my way back. Even though I was born and raised in Cali (and Kansas, ew!) I feel like I might just be an East Coaster at heart...I have to go back if even for a few days just to know if that's where I need to be.

Lately i've been questioning a lot...my direction, my paths, what I want out of relationships and the future...I haven't come to any solid conclusions yet, but I still spend my lunch hours in the park daydreaming hard for a solution.