All I want is to not be Ugly.
Someday, I want someone to get really excited about me; I want their heart to beat fast when I come around and I want them to think i'm special. And to be happy with just me.
I can't help it that everything about me is ugly or scary and that I don't act sexy. I'm trying hard...
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Someday, I want someone to get really excited about me; I want their heart to beat fast when I come around and I want them to think i'm special. And to be happy with just me.
I can't help it that everything about me is ugly or scary and that I don't act sexy. I'm trying hard...
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welcome2thedawn:
that sucks that you feel that way. i think alot of people do and just don't say it. hey..at least your fantasy is coming true. 
i'm going now...
i'm going now...
welcome2thedawn:
i wasn't trying to be mean. i'm sorry. the last thing i want is to make someone who's alredy feeling crappy feal any worse. i feal so bad now. i know you don't know me, but i hope you believe me. i'm too much of a smart ass i guess...uh, sorry again.
Lately, I have gotten into the habit of climbing a certain hill that overlooks the entire city at 2 o'clock in the morning, lighting a cigarette, surveying it all and then going back home to go to bed.
I went up today and took a long look at it. A sno-globe of coke addicted models and other predictable people. The cars moved like crustaceans along...
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I went up today and took a long look at it. A sno-globe of coke addicted models and other predictable people. The cars moved like crustaceans along...
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demigauge:
*kisse you on the forehead*
you are a goddess of compasion..not a hissing demon
you are a goddess of compasion..not a hissing demon
fallen1carus:
that's beautiful.
and it makes me remember a similar place i once had... a field overlooking the whole city. and with lots of rasperries.
it seems like if people knew the kind of reflections you could have in a place like that, maybe they'd pay attention.
and it makes me remember a similar place i once had... a field overlooking the whole city. and with lots of rasperries.
it seems like if people knew the kind of reflections you could have in a place like that, maybe they'd pay attention.
Go! Go! Go!
Fuck a million other women. ADVERTISE IT! Like it's a goddamn bottle of SHASTA!
Dash my love upon the sidewalk like it's a newborn baby. Careful, don't step in the brains.
The birds are singing in Greek.
Do it.
Run me through.
Do it.
Do it.
Do it.
Fuck a million other women. ADVERTISE IT! Like it's a goddamn bottle of SHASTA!
Dash my love upon the sidewalk like it's a newborn baby. Careful, don't step in the brains.
The birds are singing in Greek.
Do it.
Run me through.
Do it.
Do it.
Do it.
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demigauge:
NO!
boynamedsue:
So it's like Trance writing (Yeats) or Spontaneous prose ( Kerouac)? It was an honest question. No need for a penis contest. We have all won numerous awards and are published. Some of us even have chapbooks. It makes no difference.
"Who will die? You said someone must die."
"The poet will die. The visionary."
-The Hours
I realized with glee today that I do not have to kill myself.
Just what lives inside.
And I can do that. With cold, cruel efficiency. I will drink and fall down many more flights of stairs and maybe even start going to the sex club like everybody else....
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"The poet will die. The visionary."
-The Hours
I realized with glee today that I do not have to kill myself.
Just what lives inside.
And I can do that. With cold, cruel efficiency. I will drink and fall down many more flights of stairs and maybe even start going to the sex club like everybody else....
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volkov:
anger, madness, loss... very sexy shit.
you're not ugly on this inside anymore than you are on the outside.
I can see why you might frighten someone. you're strong and passionate and you WANT a lot and you know you deserve to get it. maybe they don't feel up to it and look for a lamo's way out? I don't know.
le poete es mort
long habiter le pote
smells like it's all burning up inside.
burning like a aries gone mad.
you're not ugly on this inside anymore than you are on the outside.
I can see why you might frighten someone. you're strong and passionate and you WANT a lot and you know you deserve to get it. maybe they don't feel up to it and look for a lamo's way out? I don't know.
le poete es mort
long habiter le pote
smells like it's all burning up inside.
burning like a aries gone mad.
I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
"I want to go home to mama."
"Stop crying. If you are a strong girl, you won't cry. You don't want...
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I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
I wish I could love you romantically, but I just can't
"I want to go home to mama."
"Stop crying. If you are a strong girl, you won't cry. You don't want...
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antisquid:
You are poetry. I hope you stay.
catdad:
Please keep writing.
So I dealt with it all by getting so drunk I fell down a flight of stairs.
Excellent. I felt nothing. Maybe a dull pain in my right arm. I need to go to bed. I have work tomorrow, they're going to test me on how happy I can pretend to be, how well I can fake being sweet to people when I hate my...
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Excellent. I felt nothing. Maybe a dull pain in my right arm. I need to go to bed. I have work tomorrow, they're going to test me on how happy I can pretend to be, how well I can fake being sweet to people when I hate my...
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antisquid:
I won't treat you with kid-gloves, because you are fucking steel in the ribcage, but dude! Shake it out! We are all full of murder and smog, you just have to exhale some of it with all that firebreath or it infects your head.
Don't fake sweet. Go on a short trip somewhere new, odd, open, and jarring where you can exhale and do something large and random.
Don't fake sweet. Go on a short trip somewhere new, odd, open, and jarring where you can exhale and do something large and random.
antiprincess:
You meet the craziest damn people when you're out, don't you?
Everyone pushes me away.
You want me to go away?
I will FUCKING go away.
I hope I never fall in love again because it means absolutely nothing when I tell somebody that I love them, they punish me or throw away my words.
And you know me; I am a wordsmith and that word means a lot.
HA! Not one person in my life...
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You want me to go away?
I will FUCKING go away.
I hope I never fall in love again because it means absolutely nothing when I tell somebody that I love them, they punish me or throw away my words.
And you know me; I am a wordsmith and that word means a lot.
HA! Not one person in my life...
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morgan:
i don't want you to go away.
and someday someone will give you what you need. if they don't, i'll kick them in the proverbial nuts.
and someday someone will give you what you need. if they don't, i'll kick them in the proverbial nuts.
psmith:
I stopped falling in love, for reasons similar to the above, I don't even have crushes any more. I've become numb. Writers probably shouldn't go that route.
At least you're not 24.
At least you're not 24.
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emperor_tane:
Check out my new profile pic and you will see the future of the world!!
Tane
Tane
antisquid:
I also have a new profile pic. I don't know if it's as h-o-t-t as a Power Rangers reference, but I try.
I hope your pouts are greeted with opportunities to beat some evil ass, as always.
I hope your pouts are greeted with opportunities to beat some evil ass, as always.
I'll try not to elaborate much on the stupidity of my job. I will only say that I am surrounded by dumb preppy girls who say "You're a rockstar!" whenever someone does something good and my boss arrived 2 1/2 hours late to job training, then said she liked to arrive "Fashionably late." Apparently right now she is making the work schedule without consulting the...
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claudia:
for the love of god, do not move to seattle. that is like, one of THE most depressing cities, EVER. i am a so cal girl to the core. i just can't help it. sunshine=happy claudia. and the entire time i was there, i couldn't find a single suitable mate. nada. zip. no sex for one year. FUCK SEATTLE YO.
robotlove:
maybe youre schizophrenic.
So i'm writing you while on break from day 1 of my god forsaken hostess job. I'm pretty pissed because I didn't get the manager position, I got my typical grunt job (i've been working the same position for three years now) and basically they just hired my manager because she's this pretty, vacant "like totally" blond girl. She, and the whole staff I am...
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cookiemonster:
Hey.. my mom's half brazilian, half white, is bisexual, and lives in the SF bay area...
Waaaaaaait...-.-'
Waaaaaaait...-.-'
joscelyne:
The world's your bitch, eh? ::is proud to be part of that world::