Saturday Jan 18, 2003

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A year now. Lamps and mirrors prophesy what dreams could not...

And I sleep, knowing full well what crimes i've commited, how I suffer under silence: the sharpest blade.

Thursday Jan 16, 2003

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STREETFIGHT!!!

Your Bionicfemme is learning to roar.

I was at my favorite cafe today and started a STREETFIGHT! A crazy man came in with a dog that was not on a leash. The dog proceeded to bite one girl in the ankle and run behind the counter, bothering my friend the Barista. Everyone at the cafe was angry at the crazy dog man and he...
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melissa2:
what a nice crazy man.......fucker......
prettyb0y:
I knew you were really Chun Li in disguise. I knew it! I bet you Seneshu-ed his ass, and are just not admitting it.

Thursday Jan 16, 2003

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I'm back, and have been doing much thinking.

Mostly about how the best decision for now is for me to be alone. I won't deserve a relationship until I can live without one.

Bloom, you always called me an angel. I'm sorry you fell for an angel of death. Honey, you are beautiful.

You will find better. You can and will find better. I'm still...
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melissa2:
Hoping all is well.....

*telepathically sending you good vibes*

Sucks to realize sometimes alone is necessary....
pureblu12225:
so glad you came back ...you are a strong girl don't let ne thing make you doubt that luv to ya cheeka

Tuesday Jan 14, 2003

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I'm sorry I can't be a better woman.

I'm ashamed.

And I might have to leave SG for a while.

Not sure yet.
pureblu12225:
huh whaa...why...no don't go
gil:
*hug*
Don't go
we'll miss you
frown

Tuesday Jan 14, 2003

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[_____________________]

Fill in the blank.

Fill in the blank much like the girl.

And tell me, always, that you mean what you say
When youre most ready to swallow your words.

And tell me always, that you mean what you say
When you say they never meant to say anything at all

Because Cheshire chats
Flip semantic acrobats

When delicate eggshells perch on their walls....
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unbornbloom:
Email.

Monday Jan 13, 2003

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Gah! I'm gonna claw my way out of this coffin. Suburbia has nothing to offer me except short walks to the nearby K-Mart, whereby I run up and down the display shelves and activate all of the talking animals at the same time to piss people off while I run away laughing.

There's yet another dykey poetry slam at a college in another city, so...
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redskull:
I think Volkov is on to something, you might want to listen to him on the labels issue.

sometimes I have a hard time believing he's a real life Marine with guns and things that explode.
unbornbloom:
mostly because my sexuality is a fluid thing (no dirty puns intended) I have an easy time not letting it define me...I think, after having been through so much questioning and curiosity, and my level of interest in either sex has shifted so much over the years, that I've come to understand that who your with isnt who you are.
I dont even really consider myself bi anymore. although i will describe myself as such out of sheer lazyness. (in similarity to the "goth" thing. no im not goth. but its the closest and easiest word applicable...)

-thoughts incomplete, you just called, so maybe ill finish comment later-
love
biggrin

[Edited on Jan 13, 2003]

Sunday Jan 12, 2003

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I feel like i'm going into convulsions and violently gasping for air.

Like i'm lonely and allergic to distance.

I feel tired and angry that I have pushed away all previous issues, thinking I was ok, only to have them all resurface en masse upon a girl that does not deserve it.

I slept for 13 hours last night.

And it was a natural sleep....
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emperor_tane:
As Yuna would say.. " Be strong! "

Tane
butterfly2:
Angry and horny? Does being angry make you hornier?

Please just get naked!! LOLOL you sound like my boyfriend... hahaha. oh god... hahaha.

I miss seeing you dammit! You are so hilarious! Keep rockin' the suburbs biggrin

Saturday Jan 11, 2003

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So I think I should explain why i've been a flaming bitch lately.

You see, I saw Natalie the other day. She invited me to lunch. I sat down and started talking about Unbornbloom and then Natalie realized that she knew Unbormbloom's ex girlfriend because Natalie's girlfriend worked at the same piercing shop as Bloom's ex. This further supports my theory that there are only...
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melissa2:
Sux about the ex stuff....but you and UnbornBloom seem happy, from what I've read in your journals. Happy happy, Joy Joy.
prettyb0y:
People, including those who love us, will always effect us negatively, now and then. Sometimes, it's a type of negative that makes us stronger and sometimes weaker.
Which did this do for you?

It sounds to me that this Nat-A-Lie is weak, and instead of building herself up, she brings people down to her level. You are so right about never seeing that Nat loser, again. Bloom's the type to build you up. Sometimes positively, sometimes negatively, but up. Bloom so loves you.

Friday Jan 10, 2003

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Dear World,

Well, I believe it was Sebastian in The Little Mermaid that said, "Eh. Fuck dat shit."

Oh wait, maybe that wasn't him. Nevermind.

Ah, and sorry to hear about that burning sensation.

That's just my boot up your colon. It should go away when I do.

mistersatan:
HA! That's right, shove that boot up there and don't take it out until you get what you're after.
olivia:
thank god for you biofemme. you're the best.
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