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billybillybilly

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Sunday Aug 14, 2005

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First things being first, the visions were so beautiful. I'd nearly been caught doing dirty things, but I picked myself up and started walking. I was so happy with the sky on fire. It was sunset and everything was orange and glowing and dripping across the horizon and I walked and walked and there was a knife lodged in my vagina* that was in too deep** to fish out.

A curious thing in the sky looked first like it was falling but then I decided it was just a plane and it would go out of view, but then it hit the ground and exploded and all the police came out of hiding and the cars in the middle were shooting back and everything was bullets and the sky wasn't fading, just getting smokier and smokier and going into a charcoal black. I hid myself behind some odd outpost I'd found that my brain decided should be there.

No one was safe, I weighed my options and there was no way out.

I woke up frightened and I wanted to cuddle but that would have been a mite too forward. Fall back...

And we're going through places and places. The three of us on this boat at first. This is it babe.

The motor chokes a little and each new setting we end up in looks gloomier and the shadows are more menacing each time until they start moving a little faster in each new section. The motor sputters and what looks like more water is actually concrete that the boat hits and knocks us out. We're searching for your killer.

The girl found mine and she took him out. I guess he was right behind me. And now we've all separated. I had to kill a lot of people.

And each new section I walk through it looks like killers. But it's not. And each new section looks like bodies, but there are none, it's all shadow play. I walk into a section and there are no bodies. There are no killers and there are no shadows. I turn around because I know and the knife just misses me. In my hand I'm holding half a scissor and I pounce on him, put a deep gash across his chest, then one jab into the neck and he chokes on his own blood and dies.

I found your killer. He was right behind me.

And that just made me want to cuddle even more.


______

* surreal

** This detail was apparently so odd to me, that I had a full other dream later that detailed possibilities of how I could get the knife out safely.
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
dirtyground:
peace late, billybilly. it was good knowing ya.
all the best,
xN
Aug 15, 2005
suicidesmitty:
when you bend over, i'll be there with the cornhust and the lighterfluid.
Aug 16, 2005

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