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time again to go home. i hate it, but i love my family. i have to.

i'll leave it at that for now.

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the Judas set, makes me glad for a multitude of reasons.

glad like him -

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i miss someone who i'm afraid doesn't care. i should be happy right now, but i can't be as much as i should be with this situation looming over every move i make.

both light and dark.

i hate being helpless. i hate being made to be helpless and i want to lash out at everything.

still, i have love. i can't get over it, and it does crazy things to me.

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thank you all for your beautiful words. you guys light up some of those dark places. i wish i was better at telling you.