i don't know what to think anymore.
i've maybe said that before, but i'm thinking at this point that i really mean it. sort of like, when you eat mexican food from taco john's (sort of hometown, sort of not), or (
) taco bell, and someone asks you:
"what do you think of mexican food? do you like it?"
and maybe at the time...
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i've maybe said that before, but i'm thinking at this point that i really mean it. sort of like, when you eat mexican food from taco john's (sort of hometown, sort of not), or (
) taco bell, and someone asks you:
"what do you think of mexican food? do you like it?"
and maybe at the time...
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charlatan:
Stop counting. You are setting things for another fall. Stop the cycle. Find another route. I'm telling things are going to repeat if you don't. I can see it.
toneski:
such a purdy wave though...what could you do?
in a restaraunt about a week ago, i was sitting nursing a meal and cigarettes, neither of which were going down easy. it was sometime during the binge, and my stomach wasn't being very accepting.
the waitress walks in, on the other side of the room, our eyes meet. she gets a rather disturbed look on her face and goes about her way. clears a...
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the waitress walks in, on the other side of the room, our eyes meet. she gets a rather disturbed look on her face and goes about her way. clears a...
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radio_sweetheart:
Shall I take you out to Roseville 4 again? Perhaps a Tuesday, cuz a dollar is the opposite of your worth.... 
The Grudge, Ray, and I Heart Huckabees are all at the theatre today.......No Garden State for you.......wouldn't help.....or would it?
The Grudge, Ray, and I Heart Huckabees are all at the theatre today.......No Garden State for you.......wouldn't help.....or would it?
mystangel:
Thinking of you...glad I got to meet you =)
from most of what i've heard, a lot of folks seem to be under the impression that the saying is:
"money is the root of all evil."
but that's not true. or at least that's not how the saying goes. what the saying actually is, is:
"the love of money is the root of all evil."
funny though, that because of money, love and evil...
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"money is the root of all evil."
but that's not true. or at least that's not how the saying goes. what the saying actually is, is:
"the love of money is the root of all evil."
funny though, that because of money, love and evil...
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cupidsvictim:
well, when it comes down to it, money IS the root of all evil. well, maybe not ALL, but the vast majority.
contrast:
need of money is the root of all getting mugged.
{ interpretation of Let Down, by Radiohead. off the album OK Computer }
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transport: motorways and tramlines.
starting off then stopping, taking off and landing...
the emptiest of feelings: disappointed
people, clinging onto bottles. and when it comes it's so-so
...disappointing
(let down, and hangin' around. crushed like a bug in the ground)
SHELL SMASHED: juices flowing, wings twitch (legs are 'going')
"don't...
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transport: motorways and tramlines.
starting off then stopping, taking off and landing...
the emptiest of feelings: disappointed
people, clinging onto bottles. and when it comes it's so-so
...disappointing
(let down, and hangin' around. crushed like a bug in the ground)
SHELL SMASHED: juices flowing, wings twitch (legs are 'going')
"don't...
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purpleninja:
I think over analysation might be what's stopping you from sleeping!
randooooommm...ran-doom. hah. Hello. Pretty.
randooooommm...ran-doom. hah. Hello. Pretty.
can't sleep.
can't fucking sleep.
random trips back to the internet for comment checks and cigarette breaks between routine tossing/turning:
right side. no.
left side. no.
flat on back. no.
repeat.
repeat.
try something different.
get up.
smoke, check comments.
what's going through my head? thoughts like cancer. thoughts like i've permanently damaged my throat from years and years of abuse and over-use.
thoughts like...
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can't fucking sleep.
random trips back to the internet for comment checks and cigarette breaks between routine tossing/turning:
right side. no.
left side. no.
flat on back. no.
repeat.
repeat.
try something different.
get up.
smoke, check comments.
what's going through my head? thoughts like cancer. thoughts like i've permanently damaged my throat from years and years of abuse and over-use.
thoughts like...
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nebel:
back to the internet for comment checks....soooo saddddly true. bah! and then it's just a motion.
what the hell....
what the hell indeed.
but i hope to see you sunday!
what the hell....
what the hell indeed.
but i hope to see you sunday!
neodrunk:
hey, ya boozehound, going to the saloon tonight. cum along.
do i have a right to be confused at any given moment?
because i am.
do i have a right to be pissed about having hashed out not one fucking thing?
because i'm in pretty much the same place i was before.
do i have a right to be worried that all the same things are going to happen again? that it's a cycle?
because...
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because i am.
do i have a right to be pissed about having hashed out not one fucking thing?
because i'm in pretty much the same place i was before.
do i have a right to be worried that all the same things are going to happen again? that it's a cycle?
because...
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pixie_punch:
hopefuly ocean's 12 is treating you well...
l_f:
I endorse the overall idea in the girls' comments (Well, skip the kisses. )
)okay, now you're just fucking with me. 
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tinyelvis:
I guess your not feeling any better, huh? Well either you drink more booze to kill hte bug or just drink more water and sleep it off dude.
Feel better bud
Mark
Feel better bud
Mark
punk:
Thats kind of how I feel right now.
used to think, now and again, that i'm a vampire. but that's not true. i am a wolf. i am the wolf in the book about the girl with the red cloak. oddly enough, i'm also the girl.
odder still, i'm also the cloak.
things cycled themselves and the world is pensive, i'm pensive. what a phenominal word.
i get in certain moods and i...
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odder still, i'm also the cloak.
things cycled themselves and the world is pensive, i'm pensive. what a phenominal word.
i get in certain moods and i...
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scoots:
first of all cube. im so happy you are drinking and i wish i could be there to support you.
secondly, its obvious you miss more than your left nut.
thats why i damn you for not being around when i was in town
but i shall come again..........oh wait, i just did. god what a mess.....hand me a tissue.
secondly, its obvious you miss more than your left nut.
thats why i damn you for not being around when i was in town
but i shall come again..........oh wait, i just did. god what a mess.....hand me a tissue.
charlatan:
Keep blaming me. That is OK. But it is going to get worse before it gets better. See you tonight?
Also a good way to keep from throwing up is to not have a completely different drink with every round. That is a sure fire way to get sick.
Also a good way to keep from throwing up is to not have a completely different drink with every round. That is a sure fire way to get sick.
searching harder this time, want to find real love. gotta increase my chances, gotta play bad odds.
being abandoned isn't anything to take lightly, and i haven't. this life isn't fit for me, but i'm going to work through it.
i'm going to force a square peg through a round world. even feeling like this, i've gotta keep it together.
being abandoned isn't anything to take lightly, and i haven't. this life isn't fit for me, but i'm going to work through it.
i'm going to force a square peg through a round world. even feeling like this, i've gotta keep it together.
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charlatan:
I was home last night and really wanted to get a hold of you to have a drink. I looked to see if you were here a few times and then just went to sleep. This morining I saw your message and remembered I had your phone number.
Fuck I am on the ball this week.
Fuck I am on the ball this week.
charlatan:
You may very well hear from me.
UPDATE: wednesday, 2:04am - you can understand that i went to sleep happy.
okay. so.
got all my hair chopped off.
shaved the face.
got a new coat.
feelin' like a million bucks.
gonna be smashed.
gonna go to work on thursday.
gonna rock a world or three.
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on a note completely unrelated, i'm giving all i can to be...
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okay. so.
got all my hair chopped off.
shaved the face.
got a new coat.
feelin' like a million bucks.
gonna be smashed.
gonna go to work on thursday.
gonna rock a world or three.
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on a note completely unrelated, i'm giving all i can to be...
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colombianlvr:
Hey dude...glad you like the new hairdo...glad I was able to help. I enjoyed creating the new hair look for you. You rock! Cya soon we hope.
Hernan
Hernan
acidevangelist:
Nice 'cut Cube, you're halfway there.
sometime in two thousand, maybe just before.
there was a lot of snow. i remember that much for sure. hanging out with Jocelyn at "videos on broadway." local movie store, better of the two. she was a year older which obviously made me cool.
high school dreams. i wrote a lot of poetry, a lot of it was bad but not all.
being in the...
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there was a lot of snow. i remember that much for sure. hanging out with Jocelyn at "videos on broadway." local movie store, better of the two. she was a year older which obviously made me cool.
high school dreams. i wrote a lot of poetry, a lot of it was bad but not all.
being in the...
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tegan:
quack.
for the record, just cause she offered me up for fifty bucks, it'd like to state on the record
I'D TOTALLY DO MISCHA BARTON. YEAH. I TOTALLY FUCKING WOULD CAUSE SHES WAAAAAY HOT.
because Roby is wayyyy fucking mean and offered me up for money. that sooo wrong. eww. gross.