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i guess the best way to stop the darkness is to keep usy ..I talked to a cool poeple at a record store friday nite for Five hours...then Today I spent six hours paining the back room of said record store... i could of been doing other stuff lilke cleaning or stuff but I probaly would of just worried and cried..ssoooo Horray for me.... smile ARRR!!! EL SUICIDO LOCO
tunnel_vision:
It's good to get out and socialize huh smile
helly:
Thats awesome! I am at the moment trying to clean.....I really suck at housework. blush kiss
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Weekends are usually terrible ..I just worked overtime and spend 5 hours talking to this kewl girl i know at a record store....Not like nnothing gonna happend but its feels good to be normal and not lonly for 5 hours.......
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Well i guess im in a lul with the manic depressive side of my life...damn it i just want something to wor out for once or just have a nice exerience...nude or non nude ..even in my life i worry constantly about my parents dying ....they oldish not sick about my sisiter shes in the Army in London ....shes gonna go to afganistan soon but...
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thora:
OK, we'll do a trade - you give me a lap dance and I'll spank your boo-tay! wink
johnnyt:
mr. Wobbles - i just wanted to say hi. Work was crazy this week. I definitely want to see TEETH with you. This weekend might be tough, but definitely this month. I have a 3 day weekend next weekend.

Kepp going - life can turn on a dime.
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I should type something something happy but i got nothing nothing to look forward to nothing to smile about ....maybe I should talk to my dr about a med change .... what difference would it make i think im a good person apparently im the only one that thinks that.... they say be your self ..i am...and poeple dont like it ....I needa beer












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tunnel_vision:
Oh med changes excite me biggrin My doctors fuck with my meds so often that all the employees of my pharmacy know me and just get my meds when I walk in the door biggrin
gadget:
you're blank!
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I ve had the worst day.... I donbt know any More Im sooosorry forr writing these ravings but i dont know wwhat else to do ......My dad was going to keep my company but I yelled at him because I didnt want m Daddy over on a Saturday damn ny Hert hurts sooooo much Wish I could cut it out... Im soo up st this...
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thora:
But everybody loves you here on SG! kiss
sioux:
LOL it's okay I am staying away now too lol
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I know this happends every time .... I try to conince my slef i have agood life and Im a good person ... then I crash...Hard.. theres a song y the Beta band ...Dry the rain ...I play this iver and over again ..."with the"I will be alrigh I Will be alright" I guess If I hear them enough Ill beleive it ..signing off for...
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clover:
We are the lucky ones. We have a movie called Teeth that is going to inspire a generation, and we get to be a part of it. We can say we were there!!!! *tear*
helly:
I know the feeling well. kiss
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ash:
Thats one fuck of A PHOTO! Where did u get that and who did it? Nice! I love an original piece!

U look much better in your new profile pic, you're not as sad looking. No more sad wobbles!

And btw, Im sure you've heard this a zilllion times, but frequent headaches are NO joke, get that shit checked out asap!
gadget:
I do like tasteykakes but I think oreo cakesters would do me more justice.
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Ih well I have nothing witty or profound to add i worked over time .. i have a huge penny jar wich im uisng as a ifone account i have 68 dollars ... I know Ive been mopy or just crazy latly Ive been oing thru a bad patch I know I ahve it better then some but the lonliness creepys in ... I need...
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tunnel_vision:
I think I have about $150 in spare change to dump into a coinstar machine one of these days ...the pile has been growing for about 3 years smile
kriss:
So far so good... and you??

kisses KRISSwink
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When i get lonly and I hate life i struggle and i get by ..I say somie day ill get laid some day Ill feel loved...


THene I get kicked in my nuts....

First of all I dont care if your pro war anti war// Demacrat or Republican.. I dont wanna here your shit ...

My sis is in the Army She's getting Deployed to...
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morgan:
I've had some experience with the subject myself. Not first person, but I think anyone who judges those who are depressed enough to commit/attempt suicide really need to do some more reading on the subject.

A long time ago a member on this site posted that he had tried to kill himself. Most of the community banded together and managed to get him to a hospital, but there were still assholes who felt the need to judge him even as he was suffering. It was disgusting that they did that, but more amazing to watch everyone do everything they could to find out where the guy lived and save him.
helly:
Life sometimes is hard to deal with your tag line made me feel sad so heres some hugs

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I have had periods in my life of terrible depression, if you ever need an ear, hit me up. Feel free to blow me out of the water for this comment, I just felt a massive empathy. Thats all.......




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