i guess the best way to stop the darkness is to keep usy ..I talked to a cool poeple at a record store friday nite for Five hours...then Today I spent six hours paining the back room of said record store... i could of been doing other stuff lilke cleaning or stuff but I probaly would of just worried and cried..ssoooo Horray for me....
Weekends are usually terrible ..I just worked overtime and spend 5 hours talking to this kewl girl i know at a record store....Not like nnothing gonna happend but its feels good to be normal and not lonly for 5 hours.......
Well i guess im in a lul with the manic depressive side of my life...damn it i just want something to wor out for once or just have a nice exerience...nude or non nude ..even in my life i worry constantly about my parents dying ....they oldish not sick about my sisiter shes in the Army in London ....shes gonna go to afganistan soon but... Read More
mr. Wobbles - i just wanted to say hi. Work was crazy this week. I definitely want to see TEETH with you. This weekend might be tough, but definitely this month. I have a 3 day weekend next weekend.
I should type something something happy but i got nothing nothing to look forward to nothing to smile about ....maybe I should talk to my dr about a med change .... what difference would it make i think im a good person apparently im the only one that thinks that.... they say be your self ..i am...and poeple dont like it ....I needa beer
Oh med changes excite me My doctors fuck with my meds so often that all the employees of my pharmacy know me and just get my meds when I walk in the door
I ve had the worst day.... I donbt know any More Im sooosorry forr writing these ravings but i dont know wwhat else to do ......My dad was going to keep my company but I yelled at him because I didnt want m Daddy over on a Saturday damn ny Hert hurts sooooo much Wish I could cut it out... Im soo up st this... Read More
I know this happends every time .... I try to conince my slef i have agood life and Im a good person ... then I crash...Hard.. theres a song y the Beta band ...Dry the rain ...I play this iver and over again ..."with the"I will be alrigh I Will be alright" I guess If I hear them enough Ill beleive it ..signing off for... Read More
We are the lucky ones. We have a movie called Teeth that is going to inspire a generation, and we get to be a part of it. We can say we were there!!!! *tear*
Ih well I have nothing witty or profound to add i worked over time .. i have a huge penny jar wich im uisng as a ifone account i have 68 dollars ... I know Ive been mopy or just crazy latly Ive been oing thru a bad patch I know I ahve it better then some but the lonliness creepys in ... I need... Read More
I've had some experience with the subject myself. Not first person, but I think anyone who judges those who are depressed enough to commit/attempt suicide really need to do some more reading on the subject.
A long time ago a member on this site posted that he had tried to kill himself. Most of the community banded together and managed to get him to a hospital, but there were still assholes who felt the need to judge him even as he was suffering. It was disgusting that they did that, but more amazing to watch everyone do everything they could to find out where the guy lived and save him.
I have had periods in my life of terrible depression, if you ever need an ear, hit me up. Feel free to blow me out of the water for this comment, I just felt a massive empathy. Thats all.......