bigwobbles

Itas about 645 anothe horrible day at work I do my best to give my people a good time but id love to beat my coworkers with large chunck of velvetta cheese. i just made some spagetti and Brajol (SEE ladies I can Cook hint hint!!!)... Since I have been having a hard time latly no gf no friends and Lonliness .Ithought looking for a part time job might get me in with a group that might turn out to be something. I went to a bunch of clubs like the TLA the TROC and some others some took my resume others just laughed at me...one place said sorry your under qualified to clean up vomit off the dance floor.. that made me feel special, just getting so lonly work, home, sleep. Im not talking about falling in love heavy for some cute chick off of south streetat least not right away ...I mean that would be nice but hell Ill take friends ...love to get a knock on my door and not know that it was my mother ...in fact I think my parents are the only people that have been to my place.. the depression had been bad today waqs the first day ive been back to work I almost passed out on 4th and wouth yesterday...finally saw my doc and put me on some new meds and increased more...im taking the damn Keith Richards diet...i know im winning and you might say who gives a fuck ...Im starting to say that some days I wish I could forget to breat or that the Septa Bus breaking in front of me would not have such good breaks...i dont know i guess i have to beleive things will gett better.... oh well hope i make more friends n here or well im off if you read this thanks and sorry for being bitchy



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