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Thank You all 4 for my birthday wishes..... I had an "incident" at the drug store yesterday. I was being treated like a criminal and I did not take to kindly to this. You know me I am usually not afraid to speak my mind. I can not help it that EVERY pill I take is for pain. This is not my fault. Like I...
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Put on your black bitches....... It's my BIRTHDAY !!!

me myself and i were sitting all alone. no one to talk to no one by my side. i said to me is myself planning to ride. we had planned for a trip a one way scenic ride. myself wanted to stay so i and me decided to leave. then i decided to kill me so there is two when once there was three

I bring good news. Suffering is appraoching the states. Our good times and purity will be challenged by disease and money. lack of it. Thins are about to get interesting I tells you. Look Around.......

and i woke up with a hole in my head. bigger then my finger and smaller then my fist. I stuck my thumb inside and moved around my brain. a simple word that means a fool i forgot my name. but i still remember you. i can not remember what happened next only then did i black out. a new defiance a fallen army on...
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I am unusual today. I am in a constant battle against myself. I hate myself. I can not look in the mirror when I shave. I cut myself. First on accident then intentional. I bleed into the sink and wash away like sand. I flow into the sewer like shit that I am. I dissolve into the waters and return into your glass. I flow...
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today I realized what colleges reminds me of. How dumb I am and how ugly I am..... fuckoff

this tense new sequence has got me feeling superstitious. I wish I could have fortold the future and I would have died way sooner. I would not have got to be so old, not have made lip so sore, felt as in the tidal wave a new blister called ny name.

I feel elusive, almost penetrable. I want to sleep for days but be wide awake for the viewing. I just do not know what they want anymore. Last night I dreamt I was in a car crash. I died. It was over. I love Halloween and I love my birthday. I enjoy the fact I am an October Baby. It fits me. I realized the...
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tisk tisk tisk.....