Sunday May 14, 2006

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make it deep make it fast this pain was built to last

I am about to pick at a scab, that has been healed for years.
"I have my Black-Jack gum and that feeling that there is something rank in air"
I have put this off and put this off. I am not sure what emotions will conjure up yet here we go?
I over look the over pass as the cars go by.
I swim into the lobotomy
and hope for discontent
I pass out from the medications and hope for a painless day
This new adventure hurts me on a daily basics and no one will realize
I want the new rebirth at the fault-line and cured
This is all she left for me and it will have to do
How will I act when I see her face
Will I cry right there before her, will I rip out the sockets of my eyes?
I imagine the pain will be deeper than I realize
I imagine the pain will be deeper than you
This is all I want it to ever be
I want you to know me for the new me
programed and faulty
this is her
this is lie
this is me
and this is why
I was led back here to you
God is funny that way
I was led into your arms while you have the chance to crush me
have at it I say........... Nothing can Harm Me Now....................


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suissepirate:
My thesis is on poverty and public policy in the U.S. Basically I outlined different views on what causes poverty and what can be done about it, then evaluated them and then detailed how and why I think the government can/should reduce poverty.

[Edited on May 14, 2006 3:36PM]
aksiokersa:
Oh, scrubs are so hot. How come the cuties at the hospital all smoke and drink like mad, but then work out constantly? It's like a cruel joke when the person you have to rely on to lift you out of the bed is blissfully unaware of everything they take for granted. Then they rub in your face in it with their tight ass and their Malrboro breath.

Man, being sick is really turning me into a twisted motherfucker.

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