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make it deep make it fast this pain was built to last

I am about to pick at a scab, that has been healed for years.
"I have my Black-Jack gum and that feeling that there is something rank in air"
I have put this off and put this off. I am not sure what emotions will conjure up yet here we go?
I over look the over pass as the cars go by.
I swim into the lobotomy
and hope for discontent
I pass out from the medications and hope for a painless day
This new adventure hurts me on a daily basics and no one will realize
I want the new rebirth at the fault-line and cured
This is all she left for me and it will have to do
How will I act when I see her face
Will I cry right there before her, will I rip out the sockets of my eyes?
I imagine the pain will be deeper than I realize
I imagine the pain will be deeper than you
This is all I want it to ever be
I want you to know me for the new me
programed and faulty
this is her
this is lie
this is me
and this is why
I was led back here to you
God is funny that way
I was led into your arms while you have the chance to crush me
have at it I say........... Nothing can Harm Me Now....................


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