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" Well I'm taking my time
I m just moving along
You'll forget about me after I am gone..."

Words of wisdom from Boston.
This river runs deep and emotion is strained
The single thought of perversion festers in the brain

I do not know what it is but I can not shake this sadness
and the even sad part is I am not sure that I want too
if the sadness leaves me then the final shred of you is gone
sometimes I foolishly believe if we had of spawned then things would have be different
I would then have a connection to you
However the smarter side of me knows the falseness of that belief
I want you to know I am dead inside and hollow on the cover
I am burdened and I can not move
I am a scab that is always bleeding and WILL NEVER HEAL
There is not enough gasoline to pour all over this town
There is no corner of the world I can go to escape you
There is not enough of pills I can take to numb me from you
There is not enough
there never will be
there is not anymore
there never will be
I do not want anyone I do not want another one
I am old I am weak
I am dead just waiting to fall
I am the ghostly image walking down the halls
I am going through the motions of being involved
I am appearing in the hallways of nothing at all
this is it
this is final
this is emotion
this is my title
I want you to know
I want you to know
I want you to know
I want you to know
My wound runs deep deeper than me
my scars are oblique and what you do to me
I call upon the earth to set me right
I call upon the wind to blow me right
I call upon the flames to burn my skin
I want this more than I am again


"I want you make me
I want you take
I want you to break me
then I want you to throw me away"

More words of wisdom you know who it is by (nin)


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