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A song that makes me think of you
I have learned to always cry on cue
I see a ghostly image a reminder of you
the moment I lost myself in the crowded book selves
I read some edgar poe and fell into sadness about you
I returned home and fell apart at the seams
my eyes are blurred at the thought of broken dreams
in infinite sadness I remember fireworks that always make me think of you
Independence day in ATL I watch the explosions reflect off the skyscrapers and in a city full of people I was alone
I stood by mself in the Olympic Park on the Fourth of July
I knew somewhere you were with friends and I never entered your mind
it has been years and I still think of you
it has been decades and I still cry on cue
I left this town it reminded me of you
miles away and everything I seen reminder me of you
I watched the sunset in the skyline of the city of soul
I was in the Georgia plains and the emptiness reminded me of you
I was at Little Five and the sadness of you
I cried at the Vortex and I hide behind a beer
I cried as the Tattoo Parlor was closed down and a sign said "For Lease"
I cried at the park decorated with the skyline of the city
I return and cry for the city
I miss the hustle the speed the wanting of my dreams
Nothing is the same without you at my side
Painful Independence a commitment for life
"I Lost my only Friend"
I dance alone in the cemetery
I watched the moon rise on a Halloween Night in the middle of a cemetery in a Canadian City
I saw were the Queen was buried a grave worthy of you
I saw the laughter of the silence as the night approached
this is nothing this is all i have
this is nothing this is all i am