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'ello everyone... *Sigh* its been such a boring day today, woke up, watched my fav. movie.. *The Last Samurai* and did nothing but get online...i guess im just using this day to be a complete bum.. nothing wrong with that though...

my Girlfriend is finally feeling better, good thing too, though now i have a headache.. *shrugs*

I have way to much...
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micah:
Dude.. I got the Plague too eeek

I wonder who brought it last weekend? I heard Cairo and Akro were sick too blackeyed

Glad she's feeling better. How's baby?
french_frog:
Hi Betrayed
So, it's my turn.
I'm depressive
It's about love, meaning of life, etc.

Well, I think, maybe it's the solar storms...
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Well everyone, i just woke up.. Yesterday was a very interesting day, i must admit, I went with my ANDI : to :mle: place, where a bunch of sg's were doing a multi girl shoot.. it was fun.. til they sent us males away for the actually shooting... ;oP .. but other then that it was cool, finally got to meet quite a few SG's...
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micah:
You and your girl are awesome. I hope fatherhood works out for you shocked

Hopefully we'll get to hang more in the future. Us banished boys have to stick together wink
zui:
yes I enjoy my job... ::nods::

I take it very seriously, as I should.

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.. my last entry was a little harsh, i apologize, i was just frustrated and took it out in the wrong place...




..anyways, its the weekend!! gotta go get My gf's son and forget what its like to sleep again!!! ill get back to this when i have more time!! Peace!
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.. Im losing my mind ..

I love my girl, with all my heart.. The thing is, i always see something that makes me think of the guy she use to like.. believe me, i trust her, beyond all doubts.. but i always see reminders.. or i notice that he still wants her, and wont just get the picture.. or stop trying.. ppl gotta learn...
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midnitedance:
dont worry...reminders are just that...all past relationships pop up...hell some of the good and bad ones still do for me. chin up and dont blame a guy with a broken heart.
french_frog:
Hey,
I don't think you're jealous
I think, maybe, you're living the unknown effect of drug and stress, and you have paranoic crises.

That doesn't mean you're not right to think about the truth about your girl.

But, just try to think about you, only you.
Your freedom to like other girls, or watch pussies on SG.
Loving someone, isn't torture.
See the world, how big it is, how many other girls can love you just like you are, with no effort.

Be good


wink
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Not to much to say, skipping class again though *shrugs* well, it seems this weekend i shall be meeting some SG's with Andi when we go to the east coast get 2gether.. outta be interesting ^_~

Well, the only other thing that happened today was i had a good laugh at a hopeless child who i had the fun of watching slip and fall on...
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betrayedbyhope:
I WANT COMMENTS DAMNIT!!!!!!! frown frown frown
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We measure our lives in years
But they don't mean much
Always fading away
The things we can't touch
I Didn't want you to go
I Didn't want you to stay
I Didn't want you to know
What was inside of me

We measure our lives in years
But they don't mean much
Always fading away
The things we can't touch
I never told you...
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french_frog:
hey man ???

Are you better, what's da problem ?
Job ? Girl ? School ? Drug unknown effects ?
Bank account ? Family ?

Yeah, write it, beat it, hit it, fuck it.
I'm your friend.
Come to me and let's drink e-gin tonic.
wink
french_frog:
No alcohol, no drugs ?
Only worries ?

Imagine you're a bird and fly.
Take a good bath / shower.
Buy flowers and smell it.
Write poems to you favorites
Buy incense, tea, and listen to Indian music.
Wash you clothes in a muddy water.
Clean your room.
Or just imagine Lavonne is next to you.


[Edited on Feb 02, 2005 4:22PM]
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Im Hopeless.. eeek
arlo:
oh psh. you are not!
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All i want to do is see her happy.. I wish i could find a way to make myself perfect.. i never thought i would ever be willing to change myself for anyone.. but i would her... maybe its the way she smiles, or laughs, or even glares... but ive fallen beyond doubt... Sometimes i feel like i am not good enough, or i could...
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midnitedance:
thats...wonderful and I know exactly how you feel. Just them smiling make you feel high. le sigh.