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berdie

Vancouver, WA

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Friday Oct 23, 2009

Oct 23, 2009
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I have hit a road block somewhere along my life journey. I don't know if it is something I can mentally overcome or not. It all seems so physical. Some foods have been making me physically ill for, oh I would say about three weeks now. Everytime that happens, in reaction I lose interest in eating. In my body's response to all of that I end up losing weight that I desperately need. Now I am so tired. I mean dead tired all the time. I can sleep constantly. I don't feel exactly depressed. Usually with my depression comes the tiredness. I just don't feel like that though. I do have a lot of stressors in my life right now. Something just feels off though. I am going to try to fix this problem with a new routine hopefully. I plan to try and start going to bed earlier, a lot earlier, and wake up super early and start my day off with a yoga routine. Yoga almost always helps me. Hopefully I can break through at least the sleepy barrier. I feel like a zombie. Well, my meds make me feel like that anyway, but I mean more than usual. Lets hope all of this works! Doctors don't exactly always feel like my friends.
deuteranopia:
I don't want to scare you, but a friend of mine went through something similar. He found out that he had diabetes. I'm not saying you have it, too, but it might be something worth checking into.
Oct 23, 2009
lavender_:
I pushed the wrong button, I'm sorry. Friend?
Oct 28, 2009

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