beqa's SuicideGirls Blog

headache at bay 4 now...ate some food. much better. but bitch of a headache will be back i'm sure.
mostly right now i just miss my guy

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littlejohn22:

Get better soon, your blogs always entertain me

Dec 1, 2011

btflday777:

Applying some magic with my wand... hope those headaches are staying away!

Dec 2, 2011

sick in bed allday with migraine. bleh

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btflday777:

Feel better soon, take it nice easy, have lots of fluids and lots of rest.

Dec 1, 2011

legacy56:

Must be the result of all tha butt sex you've been haveing...Or not having enough...Hmmm

Dec 1, 2011

So I went to visit my guy in his office again yesterday. After being apart since Wednesday...he wasn't getting any work done. And guess what? Dirty kinky secret office buttsex! WOOHOOO!

On another note, I can't figure out what shot to use for the cover of my set. Although I have noticed that every time I change the cover I get more hits...

Sooooooo....any opinions?

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hemi:

Hehe..you and the butt sex!!!

When are you shooting your next set?

Nov 30, 2011

beqa:

not quite sure. still doing some recon.

Nov 30, 2011

WOOOHOO! Back up to 79%. Thanks guys & gals!!

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hemi:

WHOA!

Nov 28, 2011

beqa:

Woah what Blyde??

Nov 28, 2011

Had an odd surreal day. Heard 2 songs on radio on way to work. Started uncontrollable sobbing. But wasn't sad. Totally weird & emotional.

Just a weird day all around...and I miss my guy fierce.

Maybe I will get baked, grab some paper & do some stream of consciousness writing.
Feeling...moved but without focus.

1st song that made me cry (nickelback? really??)

2nd song:

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nighttone:

I don't know if I've heard single Nickelback song. Bt that is simply a good song. I'm glad to hear that someone is still writing socially conscious songs about more than just light love songs you hear on the radio. That'sa sad song but uplifting too. Thanks for sharing!

Nov 25, 2011

beqa:

I know right?! btflday777 I wasn't crying cuz I was sad

Nov 26, 2011

So after some examination...
Think I know why I was so...thrown off by way I was feeling the other nite.

I've been friends with this guy for over 10 yrs. Been seeing/banging him since July. He's banged me in the ass bout 2 dozen times...with the exception of the 1st time we fucked, I've never felt nervous or shy around him. In fact that is...
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beqa:

weirdness

Nov 23, 2011

beqa:

UGH I KEEP HEARING THAT SONG!

Nov 29, 2011

MORE.....

JK

Yesterday my guy asked me to come & visit him in his office while he graded papers.
Had a lil Clinton/Lewinsky role play

(not the cigar thing)

Actually that was like 3 min tops (yes i am THAT good...boy gets up on his tippy toes).
Mostly he graded papers while we talked, and he rubbed my shoulders for a while.
Had a weird...
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