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I'm torn between the desert and the sea

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Monday May 14, 2007

May 14, 2007
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"Every day's a holliday. Every meal's a feast."

That was a common saying that a fella that I used to work with sometimes used to say. In all honesty I have to say that it rather well describes my life right now. Although hardly perfect, I gotta say it's not all that bad. It just goes to show, when I just live my own life and go my own way I'm by far the happiest.

I am feeling a little bit like I'm letting my life slip by me. I mean I told myself a few years back that I would design and build the airplane that wins the 2008 Formula One race in Reno. Or at least have an aircraft that competes in it. While I modified that to be the unlimited, then sport, then F1 again and back to the unlimiteds, it really doesn't matter if I'm just gonna be working all the damn time and not building anything at all. I mean sure I need to finance it n all, but that's not that big a deal, I'm figuring that I'll be spending about 2 months wages on the plane with the design i have in my head right now. It's not gonna cost that much. It doesn't have to.

Sorry. Got a lil sidetracked. At least I'm actually fairly happy and not miserable. Compare how I am now with how I was at this time last year and it's like fucking night and day. Things are actually not that bad. About a year ago I said that I was gonna go back to the life I used to have a while back where indeed every day was a holliday and every meal was a feast. Which I did and I've been totally enjoying myself ever since. I honestly can live quite happily forgoing pretty much everything with one exception. Ya can't never skimp when it comes to eating.

At the time I wrote that I was thinking about getting a nice car and changing my whole appearance, but common sense got the better of that idea and I ended up buying that $440 Geo Metro haha. It did have air conditioning though. And a working horn. That may seem rediculous to most of you that having a car with a working horn would have any sort of significance but it's true. I've never had a car my whole life with a working horn. Any time I wanted to get someones attention while driving I'd just lock up the tires. Works a billion times better than a tiny fuckin lil beeper under the hood. biggrin
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WOW... I don't think I've ever had a car/truck that DIDN'T have a working horn!!! Wow!

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Well I can help you build that plane... seeing as how I am now apparently LAID-OFF!!!



whatever surreal
May 14, 2007

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