I dream so incredibly vividly. Last night I had a dream about someone I haven’t seen in over 4 years, someone who I connected with deeply and who meant a lot to me but because I am so bad at keeping up with people, I haven’t seen in far too long.
In my dream we were in a small house in my hometown which had a shed in the bedroom and the shed had been on fire to conceal something but we had put it out and covered it with black tape. Then we sat at a long table and drank large cold beers together before I walked her back to where she was staying and had to say goodbye.
Now I’ve woken up with all the feelings of the last time I saw her and how I’m mad at myself for being socially inept with those who mean a lot to me. My head is fuzzy and my eyes are blurry. And I don’t know if I enjoy dreaming this deeply or not.
xoxo
