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acidevangelist:
I'm so sorry sweetie. Can I bring you anything?
acidevangelist:
Well, if you need ANYTHING: hug, margarita, pot pie, etc... call me, day or night, I will be by your side. love kiss
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joneequest:
now that's real.


ps. them pix is killa
charlatan:
Tuesday? Do you promise? I know it is asking alot for you to commit on short notice but I am a demanding walrus. smile It was so refreshing to so your face today. Thanks for everything. I had a little brain spasm last night. I kind of owe you 15 bucks. Now you HAVE to see me. See how my mind works? I am EVIL. mad

You are beautiful.
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kira:
i've never broken any bones either... kiss
escottie:
sweet lord! those are terrific shots from picnicland. holy fuck! eeek

-- my long term memory is great. short term, not so much.

-- it sucks to be old. i've seriously broken my wrist (4 months ago), shattered my elbow (well, the thugs that stomped me shattered it), and have healed stress fractures in my feet from running.

-- gin used to make me throw up. now it's the odor of sweet-and-sour pork that does the trick.

-- if you invited me over, i'd shave your legs for you. we'd have a long hot soak in the tub to boot. kiss

[Edited on Dec 10, 2004 11:12PM]
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irina:
*DROOL*
sephirajo:
Bensters you are teh cute. ♥

[Edited on Dec 06, 2004 9:27PM]
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few things are better in life than opening sleepy eyes to find a pretty lady in bed with you.

and when that lady is Apnea...? excuse me while i change my pants. love
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thecowboy:
whoa how have you been lately, cowgirl?..hows the mn?..thought id stop by and say hello, so..hello!
_alice_:
omg! a benni comment in my journal *swoon*
love
wait a minute..... how did you find out about the robot sex!?!? it was MoralSoldier wasn`t it! oh he is soooo getting some robot sex tonight... his ass is gonna be so sore this weekend. although i`m beginning to think he enjoys it confused .
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update and edit your journal...

update and edit your journal...

update and edit your journal...

update and edit your journal...

i slept through my life again today. my life, if you can call it that. my repetition, my routine, my rut...

cant sleep but dont accomplish anything... consciousness burns out as the sun creeps across my bed. uneasy, bad dreams. chased by demons, failed balancing...
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xanthia:
You are amazing with words Benni!
scumbag:
ey btch the demons die off one by one and new are fucking born as well and it seems like like tey ave more poison ut soon tey just get weak and everything sorta pans out you'll see believe me of all people you know what im talking about keep ya head up hunny if i could do it you sure as ell can do it girl hit me back ya betta see me in january its funny me and lily were just talking about you
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so much to do... so fucking much to do. and i know it. and i know my time limitations. and what do i do? lie in bed for 14 hours, tossing, in a bizarre limbo of sleep awake, dead alive. bad pictures flitting across my eyelids, eyes open, look at the clock, fuck gotta get up... eyes closed.

queen procrastination returns. i will never finish...
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metaleric:
brockenbeatzxbl:
<3 u, hope things workout, if not I've got plenty of wilderness and a place for you to hideout.
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the other day i padded into the community garage (its under the building, like a bizarre secret lair that everyone knows about and are totally aware of how to get to), barefoot and rushed. gotta get something out of the vehicle...

there is an exorbitant amount of old ladies in my building, as evidenced by the ratio of how many of them i see and...
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wed:
I hadn't been here for a while and I expected so much to read some hilarious "mooze-like" words on your page, but no...

I don't know who is your friend but, with my best friends, I never have "those words" or those sighs... puzzling. I'd like to be one of your friend, and you'll see how great I am. That's maybe why I have been having some close friends since the highschool. You know, that kind of friends who know you inside out and you're afraid to have silent moments with... I'd wish I could be one of those.

I recognized myself so much in your daily schedule. I'm unemployed right now and I keep receiving "you'll get better" things. Argh.

I heart you and hope to read from you soon. kiss
grizz3rd:
I hope you have the best of best weekends lots of love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love
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enter last night, the birth of the worst dreams i can ever remember...

i woke up bleary eyed and confused, my head pounding and my lips chapped... i threw on a sweater and padded out onto the balcony. i was greeted by a cool, wet morning. once there i crouched down and pulled my knees to my chest, rocking ever so slightly and shaking my...
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kiku:
Hope you won't have nightmare ever again smile
the_reverend:
Dudette, i have nothing constructive to add whatsoever... but i hope you're doing okay. chin up.

and fair play for 'loving that dykey shit'

a great phrase, no matter what the occasion...

ARRR!!!
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tonight was a tedious night, long and marred by my aching head...

and as i sat in the back room with one of the other girls discussing how perfectly useless we felt this particular shift, she took a moment to throw in how pissed she was about the number of women in the crowd... and followed it up with,

"but benni LOVES that dykey shit."...
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sillyzebra:
Dear benni...
hope u are well.. i misss you alot...

zebra
(that short striped thing)
rosie_baby:
hey women are absolutely gorgeous...nothing with being gay. Is it wrong that you're description of that was quite erotic?? wink
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you know, ive gotta tell you... sometimes im a hard act to follow. ive been staring at this screen for some three odd hours, my fingertips hovering just over the keys, completely aware that i have absolutely no idea what i need to say.

not necessarily sure i know what i want to say either, for that matter.

there was a moment tonight where millions...
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osiris408:
SOOO CUTE you are!!

love love love
contrast:
its funny, cuz i can't decide if

fig newtons > false sense of accomplishment

or

fig newtons < false sense of accomplishment


its the eternal paradox, really.
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well fuck.

guess i should leave for awhile, eh?
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comicking:
I see I'm not the only one who has noticed profile changes, and fairly recent too. Even if you're not "on" the site, its good to see you're at least online. I'll be sure to ask you tomorrow about how tonight went, though who knows if you'll read this. wink
francis:
i miss you frown hope ur good now... well, you know wink