I refuse to be bound by the comfort of others.
I refuse to compromise on my ideals.
Even if this leads to frustration
or Rage.
I will not lead a life un-lived.
I will record what I see.
For better
Or worse.
I won't forget what I've done.
But I will forgive myself.
For my sake.
And for yours.
I will miss those I've lost.
But I will never stop loving them.
They had their reasons.
And I have mine.
Community is nothing,
If it excludes those who disagree.
You are not all powerful.
But you and I are not powerless either.
It still hurts to see myself,
Erased without comment,
No longer a part of your lives.
But I understand.
I understand.
That while I disagree.
It's what you needed.
And that was all you could see.
You couldn't see me.
Just the haze,
Of hurt
Of Betrayal
The Loss of Control.
And that's fair.
Not a day goes past I don't miss you.
All of you.
But I will live.
Closer to resolve.
