With the recent passing of my good friend krystal I've come to realize I need to live life too the fullest. 3 weeks ago me and her went out to the local strip club for the suicide sirens show and we got into chatting on how much I hate my body and how I'd love to strip but I'm so self concious about my body. She told me to shut up and that I have a great body and that she would rather see me nude than half the girls around. She told me I was beautiful and I have nothing to be ashamed of. I get compliments all the time and those creepy guys telling me they would give me their money. But I never gained anything from any of those comments. But the passing of krystal has given me the confidence to try out for suicide girls. So I'm setting up a shoot and going to show my body as much as I don't feel beautiful I need to know she thought I was and would want me to take this chance...so here goes nothing. Hopefully within the next month or so I will be a hopefull and hopefully on my way to becoming a suicidegirl.
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pointman11:
Good luck. I hope that it works out well for you (althought I have no doubt it will). You are extremly attractive, but I think what you put in your blogs, the way that you hold yourself, makes you shine tremendously. For what its worth, you have my support in following your dream. Go for it and enjoy the ride.
bengal_kat:
Thank you it means a lot. I'm always too afraid my weight will hold me back but I'm happy too see when people see past that