benaxander

So I havn't smoked weed in 1yr4monthes now and have not done anything else in over 2 years.
Shoud I celebrate or be ashamed of myself for needing these things to begin with?
I'm not some preachy fuck...to each their own. I'm still friends with alot of potheads and recreational drug users,.
I dunno, I just kinda feel guilty I guess, because I drink to...
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So I have this half sleeve, that I got about 7 years ago. Now I want to add more but I never knew what to do with it about before about a week ago. I decided I'm gonna do a scorpio(my sign) sleeve because I already have some ground work done. Any thoughts or suggestions?
I've seen alot of astrological tattoo's but never a sleeve....
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I had to cancell my plans for my girlfriends birthday. The hotel I wanted us to stay at doubled in price for some reason. I don't want to sound cheap but $350 for one night seems kinda steep. If I do it, I leave myself short for the rest of her birthday and she only gets one crappy gift. Don't get me wrong, it's a...
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So it's Saturday night and I'm sitting here by myself wondering why all my late night cartoons have been pre-empted for a super hero marathon. WTF?
I want my japenese ninja cartoons dammit!
If this keeps up, I'm gonna start going to the bars again.

I think I have a split personality or that maybe a deserve an oscar.
Everyday at my boring job I kiss the asses of people whom I literally hate. Strong words I know but so very true.
"Can I do anything else for you?" while in reality I'm thinking 'fucking mutant go die in a hole."
Some days are better and easier, hopefully tommorow is...
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I'm having one of those days when I wished I lived on a desert island in the middle of a tropical ocean.
A little island with none of todays technology or problems. You know the type, like the ones in the movies.
I'd be happy with no atm machines or cell phones or the internet or T.V.
I'd have to survive and hunt and make...
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It's way to early to be up and about but so far today, I've been super productive and it's only 7:45 am.
Anyone who knows me will tell you that I am the complete opposite of a morning person and normally would never be up this early but today is an exception.
Why Am I up so early today you may or may not ask?...
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Okay,
So I don't like to blog that much, I'm not a open kinda guy but to join some groups, I gotta keep up my blog and participate more on the site....so here goes.
I'm a gamer, a cat person, a old school comic book geek, a skateboarder(even though I'm usually the oldest person at the park), got a good job, a great girlfriend and...
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okay,
So there are Zombies and there are Vampires, so why is there no such thing as a Zompire?
That would make a good comic book villan. Perhaps?

When did I get so lame?
I spent New years on my couch, and fell asleep around eleven thirty.
Two years ago, that would have been unacceptable but now......not so much.
I'm far to young to be so fucking old.
Of course I do have new responsibilities and have to look out for someone other than myself.
Guess that's my New Years resoluion. To stay...
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To whoever stole my laptop,
I fucking hate you!
the end.
B.

These are my private thought, to be shared with no-one else. It's a secret, between me and the rest of the internet.
I just got another year older and amy officially at the un-cool age. Had to happen sooner or later. My younger friends all lovenly made fun of me.
Things will be different when the zombies take over.
B