So, I get to go see my grandparents on Saturday. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I know I need to see them, they are getting older and stuff. I just don't know how my grandparents will feel about my pierced nose and really short hair. They are going to think I've turned into my mother. Haha. That is really true though. My mom had her nose pierced and had a shaved head when she was my age. Shit. Don't you hate when you find out you are turning into your parents? It's pretty crazy I guess. I called out sick today. I'm so bad. Oh well. I just didn't feel like going you know. I fucking hate it there sometimes. It's so boring. Shelve books, dust, get the phone. Blah, blah...same shit all day long. I've been there for two years now so I get tierd of doing it all the time. Sigh. I'm hoping to get a new job soon. I want to work at USC or something like that. I want more money most of all though. I don't want to be rich I just want to have enough money to live on my own. I want to have my own home. That would be great you know. God I just really want to be on my own. Although I know I would always be scared at night. I'm scared of the dark. I always have been. Maybe it's an only child thing. Don't know. That's why I can't watch scary movies. I get too scared. No way. I can watch Zombie or Vampire movies but no ghosts or phyco killers. No way!
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