ok, got the bitchin' out of my system today, and i'm going to try to turn over a new leaf for december. usually, december succeeds in making me frustrated, disillusioned, and crazy, 'specially with all the xmas stuff going on...but i'm going to try so very hard not to be phased by it. the first holiday party this year happened this past weekend and it...
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*grumble grumble*
the roommate that lives downstairs used almost all the hot water this morning, so i had to shower in a lukewarm stream. there are so many things about him that i just want to kick his ass for, but i'm not allowed to. on top of that, the heat went out in our office building today, and the heater is just finally coming...
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the roommate that lives downstairs used almost all the hot water this morning, so i had to shower in a lukewarm stream. there are so many things about him that i just want to kick his ass for, but i'm not allowed to. on top of that, the heat went out in our office building today, and the heater is just finally coming...
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godlessnerd:
haha, thats a pretty awesome OWL there 
Whats his name? PETE?
Whats his name? PETE?
starisea:
Happy Monday! Thanks for the bag list. Tee hee! You will notice that I didn't even mention the additional messenger bag that I sometimes carry as well, which holds my breakfast, lunch, water bottle, blah journal, paper organizer, whatever books I'm currently into (Tao of Pooh & Tao Te Ching right now), hats, gloves, etc. Sometimes I think I'm a little overprepared. 
Hope that you aren't still freezing. It's cloudy and grey here, not too cold, but the air is simply full of standing mist. I think I was a fern in a previous life, cause I love days like today. December is bound to be better than November, right? Here's to hoping so at least.
I agree with Dillenger. Please post pictures, especially of the kitties. Love the kitties! Even though I'm allergic as hell. Stupid, cute, lovable furballs.
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Hope that you aren't still freezing. It's cloudy and grey here, not too cold, but the air is simply full of standing mist. I think I was a fern in a previous life, cause I love days like today. December is bound to be better than November, right? Here's to hoping so at least.
I agree with Dillenger. Please post pictures, especially of the kitties. Love the kitties! Even though I'm allergic as hell. Stupid, cute, lovable furballs.
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tangled in the blankets
hair messed up
orange mass of cat lays at his feet
sleepy look on his face
it's noon
don't want to get up
but have to
gots work to do
i love sundays. sleepy, lazy, sundays. today i'm working on figuring out some web stuff for my dad. he wants a website for his business which is slowing down due to...
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hair messed up
orange mass of cat lays at his feet
sleepy look on his face
it's noon
don't want to get up
but have to
gots work to do
i love sundays. sleepy, lazy, sundays. today i'm working on figuring out some web stuff for my dad. he wants a website for his business which is slowing down due to...
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jiveturkey:
dont even mention websites. I AM SO OVER WORKING ON THE ONE FOR OUR GALLERY! 
godlessnerd:
hehe. well, maybe i'll come play DnD with you and your pals then hehe. My monday so far is going pretty well, hows yours?
hehe. My monday so far is going pretty well, hows yours?i skipped out on work today. i have to work saturday, so i feigned massive headache and said i'm just taking off today in lieu of saturday. i feel so deceptive. mwahahahahahaha. so i spent most of the day playing computer games and goofing around. it's been lovely.
1145 last night the cell phone rings. the bf's best friend is in heaven. he's just brought...
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1145 last night the cell phone rings. the bf's best friend is in heaven. he's just brought...
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starisea:
Thank you for the compliment on my pics. It was so sweet of you. 
My spine is much happier now. Keeping supple fluidity is important for so many reasons.
Hope that you had a nice
day, and that your fortunes change to a more positive groove, back in tune very soon.
My spine is much happier now. Keeping supple fluidity is important for so many reasons.
Hope that you had a nice
day, and that your fortunes change to a more positive groove, back in tune very soon. 
matt_organic:
Random acts of kindness are good. There aren't enough of them. I hope you have a better month coming up - and don't worry about whining, it's fun and productive 
got things ironed out with the computer. going to start installing some games again. considering a rousing bout of Black & White for the evening. was going to go over to a friend's place tonight, but he was afraid i wouldn't be gone by the time his gf got home and then there would be a scene, etc...
which brings me to a little rant......
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which brings me to a little rant......
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godlessnerd:
yeah, older people scare me... my boss isn't settled though, she is such a cougar, its scary. She thinks she is like 21 still, and it kinda makes me want to puke
ovida:
Whoa! Someone else from the Vagina city!! Coolies!
eep! Owls are fantabulous, especially when they hoot.
And your German is none to shabby either! *thumbs up* ^-^
Coolies!
eep! Owls are fantabulous, especially when they hoot.
And your German is none to shabby either! *thumbs up* ^-^
fuck fuck fuck
ok, now i feel better...
the good computer in our house is being an absolute bitch lately. we reinstalled windows and now i can't find a bunch of stuff i need to get the internet back up on it again.
i went for a supper meeting tonight and ate about 5 noodles in total because i had to talk so much.
it's...
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ok, now i feel better...
the good computer in our house is being an absolute bitch lately. we reinstalled windows and now i can't find a bunch of stuff i need to get the internet back up on it again.
i went for a supper meeting tonight and ate about 5 noodles in total because i had to talk so much.
it's...
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godlessnerd:
I did a cup at a pottery place once... its pretty nerdy, and it totally sucks, cause the glaze came off, now i can't drink out of it!!! STUPID! 30 bucks down the drain... oh well....
Hmmm, is the Juan De Fuca trail the same as the Galloping Goose? I ride my bike down there every day.
Hmmm, is the Juan De Fuca trail the same as the Galloping Goose? I ride my bike down there every day.
godlessnerd:
REally? well when you are back, give me a call, we can go out for some drinks or something MUAH!
MUAH!things have been looking slightly up as the week has worn on. we're heading out to visit J's aunt and uncle tomorrow in Shaunovan and to watch the dinner theatre his aunt and uncle are involved in. it should be good. last year's was great, but very sad. i bawled... this year's is supposed to be funny...
took my baby in to the dealership to...
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thelibra:
hey hun, glad to hear things are lookin up for ya.
*perk* diesel? whaddaya got? i love the sound of a (ford) triton v10 powerstroke diesel at 6:30 am. makes me purr.
michael predicted matchstick men and blew the whole movie for me too. i wanted to hit him.
talk to you soon....you doing the girls only christmas cards thing?
*perk* diesel? whaddaya got? i love the sound of a (ford) triton v10 powerstroke diesel at 6:30 am. makes me purr.
michael predicted matchstick men and blew the whole movie for me too. i wanted to hit him.
talk to you soon....you doing the girls only christmas cards thing?
freyja__:
sometimes you just can't help but know what's going to happen in a movie. i suffer from that syndrome in the worst way.
it's a curse, really.
it's a curse, really.
According to dictionary.com
grief n.
Deep mental anguish, as that arising from bereavement. See Synonyms at regret.
A source of deep mental anguish.
i'm not sure if it's all mental. it certainly doesn't feel like it's all mental. although my brain does feel rather removed and like it's denying something, particularly it's normal function of being somewhat witty and relatively smart. i've been having problems...
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grief n.
Deep mental anguish, as that arising from bereavement. See Synonyms at regret.
A source of deep mental anguish.
i'm not sure if it's all mental. it certainly doesn't feel like it's all mental. although my brain does feel rather removed and like it's denying something, particularly it's normal function of being somewhat witty and relatively smart. i've been having problems...
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clicheguevara:
Hot damn! Thank you ever so much for telling me of this band that Dax is in ......... wow.
And now that I think about it, I sort of remember my friend saying something about them... but I just didn't care cause I was content with just my Bath of Acid... haha. But really... wow... thanks
And now that I think about it, I sort of remember my friend saying something about them... but I just didn't care cause I was content with just my Bath of Acid... haha. But really... wow... thanks
veruscavandalizm:
Whenever someone dies I'm the one my friends call. I think it's because I don't see death as a negative thing. In a way I see it as evolution, you know, if there were anything that could possibly transcend the act of evolving. I don't know if that makes any sense to you...just sharing my thoughts.
You are very welcome, as for the comment(s) I've made to you.
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You are very welcome, as for the comment(s) I've made to you.
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my gramma passed away today. i'm in shock...wasn't expecting it. no inkling that it was going to happen. i'll be away for a while sorting things out. happy rest of the week folks.
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veruscavandalizm:
Death is a very complex thing so there is no easy way of dealing with it, still, I hope you're holding up okay. I also left you a post in GG.
olsen:
Grief is really hard to handle.....I'm sorry you have to learn that.
super monkeyball 2 is kicking my ass hard. i am ashamed.
my computer and msn messenger are being complete bitches. perhaps i'd be better of curled up in bed with a book. yes, i think that's a good plan.
but first, a new haiku:
monochromatic
crystal sheen blinks blue clear light
winter chill takes me
oryx:
i am in toronto right now, though i was born and raised in kelowna, bc. i've been through sask, spent time with a friend in yorkton, sask. i love the parts of sask i saw, it was so beautiful to watch the sun set on york lake.
i just finished reading 'The Bone People' by Keri Hulme. what an amazing book. it takes a bit to get used to, as it's written in a very choppy style, but it's so raw and emotionally charged. it's about a rich part-Maori (New Zealand native) woman who is estranged from her family and builds a tower on the coast to live out life by herself....
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beledi:
i have more haikus where those came from. some a little steamy too. i could post more, if there was interest
robscarlett:
She's still a little edgy. Hasn't "bitten" me again but has done one or two "warning bites" where she just puts her teeth on me. As long as she doesn't have her teeth meet insie my flesh again I'm okay with it.
The other one is a sweetheart.
The other one is a sweetheart.
"but somewhere long ago it left me
the promised joys were arid nothings
the destiny was never proclaimed, and never fulfilled"
~ The Bone People - Keri Hulme
i've been dreaming more than normal lately. intricately woven tapestries of lucid thought; scents, sounds, feelings of panic, calm, confusion, passion, drifting on rivers of fluid tinged with turquoise chasing a white swan trying to save it...
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the promised joys were arid nothings
the destiny was never proclaimed, and never fulfilled"
~ The Bone People - Keri Hulme
i've been dreaming more than normal lately. intricately woven tapestries of lucid thought; scents, sounds, feelings of panic, calm, confusion, passion, drifting on rivers of fluid tinged with turquoise chasing a white swan trying to save it...
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blujazzmunki:
I can never remember my dreams, it's so disappointing.
Echoes can be good, they drive the point home more, as much as I hate hearing it. I just have to accept that you're all are right.
Echoes can be good, they drive the point home more, as much as I hate hearing it. I just have to accept that you're all are right.
ophelia:
I have weird dreams. So very weird. 
I like
- that I do not have to hide my skin from the blistering sun, because finally, it's not TOO hot.
- friends randomly calling me out of the blue.
I dislike-
- being just feet away from major car accidents occurring around me.
- my laundry dryer not working, and then tripping up the stairs and really hurting my wrist.
i dislike the cold