hey SG people!!!!
i am going to be in NY from may 31st until june 6th. so if any of yous wanna chill lemme know now...so we can plan some stuff. i feel really sick these days. my body and mind are really worn. and now my emotional as well. i should really stick to dating SGs.
cuz they is sweet to me always. my friends from az are coming to see me this weekend. i am so happy about it. i always have such a wonderful time with them. aaron and will. my boys! they luv me for me, they have seen how crazy i am and how not so crazy i am. seen me drunk outta my mind and sober outta my mind! i think i will be drinkin' this weekend...now that they are around. i just need to go buy more pillows and what not so we can all be comfie. yeah! i wanna make tea for them but they are not into that. thats cool though...we can all still have fun.
i have been really sad these past weeks...you would think that with everything that goes on in my life and all the good stuff i do for myself that i would be happy....well i thought so too....but it seems that people always let me down. i am very open and i tell people how it is but these days it seems like the agenda of other people get in the way of them caring about me. and the only car about what i can do for them. how i can hook them up with what they want in life. i like helping people...but i dont like feeling shit on. or looked over after i help them out.
thats why seeing real faces and having real hugs this weekend will feel so great. i need it bad. i need my friends right now cuz bEe be sad
i cry to much these days its not right for a person like me to cry how i do. makes me cry when i cry. lil jokie joke.
-bEe
i am going to be in NY from may 31st until june 6th. so if any of yous wanna chill lemme know now...so we can plan some stuff. i feel really sick these days. my body and mind are really worn. and now my emotional as well. i should really stick to dating SGs.
cuz they is sweet to me always. my friends from az are coming to see me this weekend. i am so happy about it. i always have such a wonderful time with them. aaron and will. my boys! they luv me for me, they have seen how crazy i am and how not so crazy i am. seen me drunk outta my mind and sober outta my mind! i think i will be drinkin' this weekend...now that they are around. i just need to go buy more pillows and what not so we can all be comfie. yeah! i wanna make tea for them but they are not into that. thats cool though...we can all still have fun.
i have been really sad these past weeks...you would think that with everything that goes on in my life and all the good stuff i do for myself that i would be happy....well i thought so too....but it seems that people always let me down. i am very open and i tell people how it is but these days it seems like the agenda of other people get in the way of them caring about me. and the only car about what i can do for them. how i can hook them up with what they want in life. i like helping people...but i dont like feeling shit on. or looked over after i help them out.
thats why seeing real faces and having real hugs this weekend will feel so great. i need it bad. i need my friends right now cuz bEe be sad
i cry to much these days its not right for a person like me to cry how i do. makes me cry when i cry. lil jokie joke.
-bEe
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sevenlove:
you ever working in miami? you gotta let me know if ya do.
roby:
psssh sorry you are bummed out. or were at the time of this journal entry. glad you will be in town when i am! woot!