feel free to be amazed by the dexterity of my fingers as i rip through this new journal entry...
lets talk about passion and whether or not it is a real blood born feeling or just a witched up glamour. it could be just a youthful exploit...because its always the young ones, isn't it, that want to eat you, not whole, either, but in succulent little nibbles. those who've kept hold of it, kept it in place so it still equals definition number one:a strong sexual desire and not definition number three or so: violent anger and rage.
how many additions and subtractions until passion becomes passive? how many additions to the list of the ones you thought you wanted, only find them shaking their heads "no" at you...how many hopes subtracted and replaced with lost feelings...until passivity sets in right behind the ridiculous cultivated fear of being bad in bed.
god, i HATE THAT!
back to a normal voice and half-smile...so the dice rolled three again this morning. so why is it that we can't get... there? what in the world do you think?
todays song: gimme the car, violent femmes
todays film: the rules of attraction
hehehehehehhee, sometimes i think im just making this all up.
lets talk about passion and whether or not it is a real blood born feeling or just a witched up glamour. it could be just a youthful exploit...because its always the young ones, isn't it, that want to eat you, not whole, either, but in succulent little nibbles. those who've kept hold of it, kept it in place so it still equals definition number one:a strong sexual desire and not definition number three or so: violent anger and rage.
how many additions and subtractions until passion becomes passive? how many additions to the list of the ones you thought you wanted, only find them shaking their heads "no" at you...how many hopes subtracted and replaced with lost feelings...until passivity sets in right behind the ridiculous cultivated fear of being bad in bed.
god, i HATE THAT!
back to a normal voice and half-smile...so the dice rolled three again this morning. so why is it that we can't get... there? what in the world do you think?
todays song: gimme the car, violent femmes
todays film: the rules of attraction
hehehehehehhee, sometimes i think im just making this all up.
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And you can feel it at many ages, though past puberty it's less confusing -- or maybe more so. I think it's often mistaken for love.
And love can happen at the same time.
I'm going to mix problems now, but the usual thing I run into is that it's natural to have someone project their hopes for a "perfect" mate, when humans are very often less than perfect in many respects, but universially bad at meeting somebody else's dream expectations.
Anyway, I think I've blathered on. Maybe you don't think so, but my headache disagrees.
Good luck if this is more than an academic problem.