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I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

So I had a fabulous friday night hanging out with a couple old friends and a bunch of new ones. Ramona came up to Chico to celebrate her friend's birthday, so I hung out with them and a bunch of his other friends, which was awesome.
Saturday before leaving for home we stopped by the thrift store, where I picked up a hot pink t-shirt...
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So apparently I lost a brake pad and destroyed my rotors. I don't actually know what any of that means. All I actually understand about it is that it costs almost $300 to fix. Fortuntately, my parents are having a really random and rare spurt of generousity, and that'll pretty much take care of it.

Thanks to JeezieChreezie I made it up to Chico as...
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My car is broken.

I've got way too much to do in the next few days. It'll be fun, I'm sure, but also stressful as hell. I'm going to go try to be productive now and earn myself some drinking time.

Sorry about all the song lyrics lately. It's been that kind of week. Hopefully things are evening out now.

You know what I love? When people realize that they're not the only one going through something, and that things that happen affect other people too, and then don't run away from the fucking issue leaving you to deal with it on your own without a fucking clue what's going on. At least I might love it when that happened, if it ever did.

I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out

I hate hate hate sleeping alone. Mainly because I'm really bad at it.

We have one chance
One chance to get everything right
We have one chance, one chance
And if we're lucky we might

My friends, my habits, my family,
they mean so much to me
I just don't think that it's right
I've seen so many ships sail in,
just to head back out again and go off sinking