becca_____

Tonight I tried to ask someone I considered a friend for help, and they wouldn't even speak to me.

Tonight my roommate told me that my current strategy for getting what I want won't work. I'm not sure I'm convinced, but if there's even a chance his way will work, I'll take it.

Tonight I realized I'll do anything to get what I want. I...
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So apparently I have a knack for this whole single thing. I still don't like it, but I'm good at it. Whoopee.

drunk drunk drunk eddriml that's all.

hey i am drukna nd that's all and i made out with four guys and they initiated it lall and i am druhk and thats slightly less embarrassing than my last one so i did okay.

i am soooooooooooooooooooooo drunk and i hate myself and i will regret this entry first thing as i remember it but no w i am toooo drunk to tremember it so i don't hate myself yet except i do cause i aloways do but not as much as i will tomrorow and remmebmer how pathetic i am. i called my exboyfriend ike five times cause...
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So I think maybe I'm starting to get a little better, which is nice, although maybe also just wishful thinking. The trip has been great so far, though. Friday night I went out with one of my best friends from high school and a bunch of her friends. Then last night was Joscelyne's birthday bowling and Chipotle. I'm pretty sure there's no better place...
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So after getting to the Sacramento airport and getting in the longest line I've ever seen in my life, I boarded my plane, took off, and ended up in OC. The line actually moved really quickly, which was nice, although not fast enough to keep dozens of creepy middle aged men from staring at my chest. Seriously, you'd think by that age you'd have seen...
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I'm excited to see my sister tomorrow.

Thank all of you for being so incredibly kind. It meant a lot. It's nice to know people care.

alone again

(naturally)

I had to buy a new car battery today

But I do get to see my sister soon

Although my imminent return to singleness (singlehood?) is depressing

I do get five paychecks this month

So I may actually not be broke

So I guess overall everything's going okay

I've been having a lot of nightmares lately. The night before last someone was trying to kill my baby. Last night my boyfriend was breaking up with me (I woke up wimpering and promptly started crying). This morning someone with lots of big guns was chasing me and trying to kill me.

I'm scared to go back to sleep now, but it's really horribly early....
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Last night I:

Went to a party

Got seven people to touch my roommate's dirty bits (and only had to pay two of them)

Saw a straight guy make out with two other guys at the same time

Drew a Hitler mustache on a pterodactyl

Saw a guy pee twelve feet

Ate falafel

All in all, I'd call it a success.