becca_____

and everybody knows
these are rock hard times

Yesterday was basically a waste, today I had to wake up way too early to pick up a friend from the airport, and thursday i have to go back to school. This sucks.

Really really long disturbing dream that involved working in a thrift store with my old ex boyfriend's mother, going to a party and meeting some girl, getting chased by the girl because she turned out to be psycho and was trying to kill me, my friend getting a dui, me eventually getting the girl arrested for trying to kill me, finding out that they were...
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Okay, so I know I'm the last person on earth to see 40 year old virgin, but it's really good. So that was what I did last night.

Tonight is karaoke and my second ever attempt at matchmaking. The first attempt was a raging disaster. Hopefully this one will go better. I'd really like to be good at it, I think. It would be nice...
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This weekend is almost as shitty as last weekend. I worked 11 hours today. It'll be 12 tomorrow. I just want to curl up and die.

I SGSac.

Life is getting better, I think. Work was insanely slow tonight (I had two tables in two and a half hours), but it was fun for some reason anyway. Then I went and played pool at a friend's house, and actually won a couple games. Tomorrow I get to go for sushi with my roommates for lunch, and hang out with the SGSac crew tomorrow...
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It's really weird reading through old journals. There are so many things that meant so much at the time that I didn't even remember any more. I guess it kind of puts things in perspective.

I'm really bored. Really, really bored.

So I'm sitting here, insanely bored, and I end up reading back over the last seven months of my old journals. It's so weird to see so much of your life and thoughts and feelings summed up in these typed paragraphs, spaced out over every few days and rarely saying exactly what I wanted them to. It's weird to go through an entire relationship in...
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So I had a whole entry typed out but then I realized I was too lazy to refigure out how to post pics so now I have nothing to say.

Shitty shitty shitty night was the perfect end to shitty shitty shitty weekend. Too much work, not enough sleep, and too much of a drunk friend throwing a fit about us not letting him drive and being crueler than I thought possible of him. Also too much getting pulled over this morning and being late to work because I drove out of a parking lot...
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I worked 12 1/2 hours today. Tomorrow's the exact same schedule. Usually I like having two jobs, but at times like these it sucks.