so far.
God...I'm f ucking exhausted.
But it's my own stupid fault.
Oh yeah, I wanted to be home by like 1:30 last night...I rolled in at 6 AM...heh. Kris and I were walking up the stairs while Ash was leaving to drive home for work. Three hours later, I was waking up, still drunk for work. 12 hours later, and here I am. 100$ richer, but...
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But it's my own stupid fault.
Oh yeah, I wanted to be home by like 1:30 last night...I rolled in at 6 AM...heh. Kris and I were walking up the stairs while Ash was leaving to drive home for work. Three hours later, I was waking up, still drunk for work. 12 hours later, and here I am. 100$ richer, but...
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These lyrics ring true right now.
I'm drunk, sobbing, and completely alone right now. And after every conversation we have, it just gets worse and worse.
All I wanted to do today was kiss you.
But I don't get to anymore...
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"It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish" -- My Chemical Romance
For what you did to me,
and what I'll do...
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I'm drunk, sobbing, and completely alone right now. And after every conversation we have, it just gets worse and worse.
All I wanted to do today was kiss you.
But I don't get to anymore...
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"It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish" -- My Chemical Romance
For what you did to me,
and what I'll do...
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I had a fantastic past few days.
It was nice to just get away for a few days. Different atmosphere, new people, and great hospitality. I got two bed offers, and the boys said they'd sleep on the couch instead. I slept on the couch both nights, but did happen to sneak into evan's bed while he was at school.
It was gorgeous up there,...
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It was nice to just get away for a few days. Different atmosphere, new people, and great hospitality. I got two bed offers, and the boys said they'd sleep on the couch instead. I slept on the couch both nights, but did happen to sneak into evan's bed while he was at school.
It was gorgeous up there,... Read More
Goddamn, talk about insomnia.
I've been up since 5:45.
Maybe it was all the red wine last night? I can never sleep well after drinking that shit...or maybe it's because my mind has been in constant motion for weeks. It can't even slow down long enough to sleep.
I stepped on my glasses earlier, and then the lens fell out.
Maybe I couldn't sleep because...
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I've been up since 5:45.
Maybe it was all the red wine last night? I can never sleep well after drinking that shit...or maybe it's because my mind has been in constant motion for weeks. It can't even slow down long enough to sleep.
I stepped on my glasses earlier, and then the lens fell out.
Maybe I couldn't sleep because...
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I'm so fucking pissed off right now.
I punched my punching bag until my knuckles started bleeding. I felt like I could be on there for HOURS.
I sat up worrying and wondering, and thinking last night...over a conversation that you don't even REMEMBER.
I'm done. I'm done with you making me feel like shit. I'm done with you accusing me and talking in circles,...
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I punched my punching bag until my knuckles started bleeding. I felt like I could be on there for HOURS.
I sat up worrying and wondering, and thinking last night...over a conversation that you don't even REMEMBER.
I'm done. I'm done with you making me feel like shit. I'm done with you accusing me and talking in circles,...
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I NEED A VACATION. stat.
Tomorrow will be my 18th day working with one day off. My boss said to me tonight, "to save your sanity, you should take a few days off." You think? It's fine...the money's flowing. Sort of. Today was busier than I thought it'd be, seeing how it's Labor Day weekend and such.
But yeah, that vacation. It needs to happen...now....
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Tomorrow will be my 18th day working with one day off. My boss said to me tonight, "to save your sanity, you should take a few days off." You think? It's fine...the money's flowing. Sort of. Today was busier than I thought it'd be, seeing how it's Labor Day weekend and such.
But yeah, that vacation. It needs to happen...now....
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jay23darkart:
i know how you feel i used to work at ruby tuesdays and it was fun but the hours were crazy,the people you work with become all you know....enjoy your days off 
So I guess things have been a little better...I still wake up feeling defeated, but I've been too busy to really think about anything lately. I worked almost 80 hours the last two weeks, and I'm probably going to be putting in that much in this pay period too. That's alot for waitressing. but it's fine...because when I'm at work, I don't really concentrate on...
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chai:
heyyy. good to hear that things are going a lil bit better... really!!
I was totally diggin the double stormy sets today...she is such a hot little thing. 
Today was pretty fucking cool for a few reasons...it's nice to wake up to a text message from ashley at 11AM from the next room over, saying simply "are you awake yet?" hehe. it's like when you slept over someone's house, and you woke up before them, and you'd stare...
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Today was pretty fucking cool for a few reasons...it's nice to wake up to a text message from ashley at 11AM from the next room over, saying simply "are you awake yet?" hehe. it's like when you slept over someone's house, and you woke up before them, and you'd stare...
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My girls have been back since last night, and I really couldn't be happier...when I'm around them they make me feel like nothing could go wrong, and even if it does..."It's fine."
I realize that alot of things are bringing me down lately. Weighing heavily in my head and heart. I'm feeling the pressure of the impending year already... I'm scared to death. Scared to...
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I realize that alot of things are bringing me down lately. Weighing heavily in my head and heart. I'm feeling the pressure of the impending year already... I'm scared to death. Scared to...
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twotoner:
I thought it was the logo for the upcoming "Rocky 6."
It sounds as though you're bringing everything together finally, and it's wonderful to see that. Just be patient. Don't rush life.
It's too short to rush.
Then again, that doesn't make sense. When you're older, you'll know what I mean.
It sounds as though you're bringing everything together finally, and it's wonderful to see that. Just be patient. Don't rush life.
It's too short to rush.
Then again, that doesn't make sense. When you're older, you'll know what I mean.
whats the number.
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looked at your phone cam pics
#36 is very nice
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how are you sweetie?