is the rain ever going to end? i feel like the transition from summer to fall was nonexistant this year...it's freezing in my house and i hate being cold. 
i've done a total of nothing the past 3 days.
kind of makes me feel like a worthless piece of shit.
i started writing poetry randomly again last night. havent done that in years.
talked to...
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i've done a total of nothing the past 3 days.
kind of makes me feel like a worthless piece of shit.
i started writing poetry randomly again last night. havent done that in years.
talked to...
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hey it's been awhile you ho's.
here's a recap:
+ i thought i was failing everything in school, but i got an 83 on my spanish test, and an A on my senior sem test. and i failed the other test i took last week, but my teacher told me it was going to be the hardest test i've ever taken, so i expected the...
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here's a recap:
+ i thought i was failing everything in school, but i got an 83 on my spanish test, and an A on my senior sem test. and i failed the other test i took last week, but my teacher told me it was going to be the hardest test i've ever taken, so i expected the...
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twotoner:
Feel better darlin'. It'll be okay...
I just deleted everything that I wrote because I realize I don't really have much to say.
What's good?
What's good?
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gibrett:
Grr for the back button making a double post.
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[Edited on Oct 03, 2005 4:04AM]
chai:
thxxxx 
i cant fucking deal with this anymore.
i really cant.
i really cant.
pinkzebra:
awe....i hope whatever is bothering you gets better
aponia:
oh sweetie.
::big big hug:::
I hope things get better for you.
::big big hug:::
I hope things get better for you.
What an emotional Monday.
I drove down to my mom's work (she works in the nursing home where my pop-pop is currently residing) to see my grandfather. I haven't seen him since he was in the hospital. He looks alot better, but I couldnt stay more than 10 minutes. I didn't know what to say to him. I hate nursing homes, and you'd think I'd...
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I drove down to my mom's work (she works in the nursing home where my pop-pop is currently residing) to see my grandfather. I haven't seen him since he was in the hospital. He looks alot better, but I couldnt stay more than 10 minutes. I didn't know what to say to him. I hate nursing homes, and you'd think I'd...
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chai:
its my real name too 
therefore i asked
therefore i asked
chai:
yes, thats really cool..
yeah...nevermind on THAT.
I thought this day would never fucking end.
I can't wait to CRASH in my bed. So underslept. Haven't gone to bed once this whole week before 3 AM.
It's been fun tho. We've made some new friends that are wild to hang out with...so we're taking advantage of the fact that it's senior year, and time to live it the fuck...
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I thought this day would never fucking end.
I can't wait to CRASH in my bed. So underslept. Haven't gone to bed once this whole week before 3 AM.
It's been fun tho. We've made some new friends that are wild to hang out with...so we're taking advantage of the fact that it's senior year, and time to live it the fuck...
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grumpyoldbastard:
sweetest dreams of the world.
the
the
I'm not going to lie.
I'm pretty much loving life right now.
It's been a crazy few weeks...ups, downs. but so far, this year is looking UP.
i still miss you.
but you knew that.
never a dull moment and that's EXACTLY how i want my life to be right now.
what? say something.
I'm pretty much loving life right now.
It's been a crazy few weeks...ups, downs. but so far, this year is looking UP.
i still miss you.
but you knew that.
never a dull moment and that's EXACTLY how i want my life to be right now.
what? say something.
grumpyoldbastard:
hi im right here.
im not exotic at this time but i will try.
the
im not exotic at this time but i will try.
the
Kristen and her boyfriend broke up.
I'm not the only single and lonely bitch in the house anymore.
We didn't come home til 5:30 this morning, and I finally went to sleep around 6:45.
I woke up this morning to a voicemail from one of the guys that we were hanging out with saying that they just booked a room in AC, and to wake...
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I'm not the only single and lonely bitch in the house anymore.
We didn't come home til 5:30 this morning, and I finally went to sleep around 6:45.
I woke up this morning to a voicemail from one of the guys that we were hanging out with saying that they just booked a room in AC, and to wake...
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nicolelee:
That IS the way that it goes. Isn't that a Janet Jackson song?
I realized I haven't been in touch as much as I'd like. I do a lot of skimming and lurking, if you can believe that.
I have the same needs. To feel like I need to provoke people. Take JDK for example... He came around out of the blue. Surprising me left and right with attention and nods of approval in every way. Now that I've tried to keep that coming, I find myself wondering "Where is he NOW?"-- and he's not really around much. I go to those shows because its the only time that I CAN see him, I don't get those random texts anymore, or calls or IMs. So... I'm just dropping it.
And there goes another song in relation to the situation... "I Miss You" by Bjork.
I realized I haven't been in touch as much as I'd like. I do a lot of skimming and lurking, if you can believe that.
I have the same needs. To feel like I need to provoke people. Take JDK for example... He came around out of the blue. Surprising me left and right with attention and nods of approval in every way. Now that I've tried to keep that coming, I find myself wondering "Where is he NOW?"-- and he's not really around much. I go to those shows because its the only time that I CAN see him, I don't get those random texts anymore, or calls or IMs. So... I'm just dropping it.
And there goes another song in relation to the situation... "I Miss You" by Bjork.
Cold was fucking amazing. I haven't been to a concert in forever, but it was sooo good to finally see them live. It brought me back to the high school days...it's funny how many memories one song can hold.
They ended the show with Scooter on the stage by himself with his guitar singing "Bleed". It was phenomenal. Everyone in the crowd was silent. They...
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They ended the show with Scooter on the stage by himself with his guitar singing "Bleed". It was phenomenal. Everyone in the crowd was silent. They...
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chai:
Scooter? can u tell me the hompeage of thtis group?
I used to hate Monday's. They were my least favorite day of the week. Now I don't have any classes on Mondays or Wednesdays. You don't understand how fantastic that is.
I have so much to do today, but I love crossing things off my to-do list. I'm also going to the gym later with Ash. Yeah I know, don't fall off your chair.
I'm...
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I have so much to do today, but I love crossing things off my to-do list. I'm also going to the gym later with Ash. Yeah I know, don't fall off your chair.
I'm...
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pinkzebra:
I like mondays cause it's the only day i have off from work where I can actually accomplish some things and run errands. 
Isnt putting money in the bank exciting??
It makes me happy...I'll get to do it on Friday, too!!
Hope all is well your way!!
Isnt putting money in the bank exciting??
It makes me happy...I'll get to do it on Friday, too!!
Hope all is well your way!!
You're crazy if you don't buy this CD.
Hope all is well, babycakes.